Hi everyone, im new here, I'm a 21 years old guy, i have been trying to quit my addiction for a year but i always failed. I manged to go for 2 months without pprn but in the end i always relapsed, right now i'm in a two weeks streak. My main problem is always been my way of think about girls, wherever i go out with friends or when i go somewhere I'm always looking for meeting a girl, i have always wanted to have a relationship becouse i always thought that it would have solved all my problems and it would have allowed me to live happy. I always feel jelous about other guys of my age becouse their dating and having while im not, i just would like to be like everyone, i just would like to be appreciated. I'm always been concerned about my look and i've never found myself attractive, even now, i just want to live happy and stop caring about all this toxic stuff. Sorry for the lomg post and for my English, i'm italian so I'm trying to learn it.