Woke up the other day and decided to masturbate after 210 days of no PMO. It felt great, but i wasn't visualizing some sexual video or imaginary hookup. I was literally just enjoying the physical sensation. I came to the realization it's not masturbation itself that is bad, it's 1. porn 2. excessive masturbation. Not masturbating at all is just depriving your body of sexual release. I plan on continuing to avoid watching porn and continue focusing on meeting people in real life! Currently texting a girl who's number I got from a bar outing. Another thing I realized this year during my streak, sex and hooking up, it's supposed to be fun! It's an activity you enjoy with someone else. Don't be so hard on yourself, girls aren't judging you based on your sexual performance. One question to always ask yourself, if you used to be like me and worry you wouldn't perform well sexually with a girl: What makes you assume you are bad in the first place? Why do you automatically assume you're going to be bad? That's one thing that has helped bring me back to reality and outside of my head! Also just have fun! Making-out, dating, meeting up for lunch, sex, sleep-overs. It's all supposed to be fun! Don't last long in bed? Smile, shrug your shoulders and laugh it off! Girls LOVE guys who are comfortable with themselves. Not caring so much and NOT taking yourself so seriously allows me to feel light, playful, have fun, and ironically feel confident. I hooked up with a girl i met at a bar, a couple months ago, she went down on me, I came pretty fast hahah. I was worried she would say something but she didn't even blink and eye, we just continued fool around. Think about all of your buddies in relationships, i bet the one's in good relationships have goofy, friendly personalities. I am enough and I deserve to have sex with a girl who is into me. So do all of you, you're all enough. Best of luck to everyone and I will keep you all updated! Final year of college starts soon, should be legendary.