Streak ending at 210 days, couldn't be happier(hardmode)!!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by SunBeats, Aug 1, 2017.

  1. SunBeats

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    Woke up the other day and decided to masturbate after 210 days of no PMO. It felt great, but i wasn't visualizing some sexual video or imaginary hookup. I was literally just enjoying the physical sensation. I came to the realization it's not masturbation itself that is bad, it's 1. porn 2. excessive masturbation.

    Not masturbating at all is just depriving your body of sexual release. I plan on continuing to avoid watching porn and continue focusing on meeting people in real life! Currently texting a girl who's number I got from a bar outing. Another thing I realized this year during my streak, sex and hooking up, it's supposed to be fun! It's an activity you enjoy with someone else. Don't be so hard on yourself, girls aren't judging you based on your sexual performance. One question to always ask yourself, if you used to be like me and worry you wouldn't perform well sexually with a girl: What makes you assume you are bad in the first place? Why do you automatically assume you're going to be bad? That's one thing that has helped bring me back to reality and outside of my head! Also just have fun! Making-out, dating, meeting up for lunch, sex, sleep-overs. It's all supposed to be fun! Don't last long in bed? Smile, shrug your shoulders and laugh it off! Girls LOVE guys who are comfortable with themselves. Not caring so much and NOT taking yourself so seriously allows me to feel light, playful, have fun, and ironically feel confident. I hooked up with a girl i met at a bar, a couple months ago, she went down on me, I came pretty fast hahah. I was worried she would say something but she didn't even blink and eye, we just continued fool around.

    Think about all of your buddies in relationships, i bet the one's in good relationships have goofy, friendly personalities. I am enough and I deserve to have sex with a girl who is into me. So do all of you, you're all enough. Best of luck to everyone and I will keep you all updated! Final year of college starts soon, should be legendary.
     
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  2. Yeah, one relapse won't kill you, hell even 20 won't even set you back since you're this far. But you will continue and fall back into the addiction. Have fun down the slipping slide at terminal velocity into a concrete wall. lol
     
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  3. Same goes for everyone else that wants to follow his foot steps.
     
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  4. SunBeats

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    If you keep calling it an addiction, it's never going to go away hahaha. What is your plan? To never masturbate ever again?
     
  5. No form of self-sexual pleasure. Sex sure, but fuck everything else. But hey, whatever sinks your boat man.
     
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    Floats your boat* No form of self sexual pleasure is impossible lol, my friend has been dating his GF for a year and still masturbates. Even Dave Chappelle talks about masturbating while being married in his new stand up.
     
  7. @Matrix Intel
    I agree with you. Once addicted, always addicted.

    This is the thing I made myself believe. I masturbated after 105days of nofap.
    3 days later I was binging to porn.
     
  8. SunBeats

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    I apologize if you thought i was trolling. Really i mean it. Reading my post again i can see why it may have sounded like i was trolling. I genuinely mean everything i said. I was just sharing my experiences these past 6 months. I posted the ups, there were downs. Best of luck to you
     
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  9. Buddhabro

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    That's an impressive streak @SunBeats. I respect the discipline and resolve it took to be PMO free for so long.
    But I'm having trouble understanding why you made this post in the success forum. Seems as though you just gave in to the urge to MO, so not particularly impressive or praise worthy.
    What were your reasons for rebooting? 210 days is a long time, and I'm wondering, if you saw any benefits?
    Now that would be more appropriate for this forum.
    I'm just finding it hard to be happy for someone who decided to MO after a 210 day abstinence streak.
    It's like you expect people here to be happy or impressed that you decided to MO after 210 days, and that's it ?!?
    So far, I'm not impressed with your "success".
    I'd rather you tell us that you committed, struggled, overcame (lol), and recovered from your addiction to PMO. Now that would be a success story I'd want to hear.
     
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    Yeah i'm not the best story teller..hahah

    Let me put it more into detail. Started NOFAP in December, tired of feeling like shit, this girl i was seeing went back to being just friends. Realized excessive masturbating made me all nervous and anxious around her and the lower sex drive killed our intimacy.

    First couple weeks were hell with the headaches, they sucked and i actually was in and out of the flu like symptoms. But the energy you feel outside the headaches and flu symptoms is fantastic. Started/continued going to the gym for three times a week, better eye contact with not only women but also men. Being more assertive. Having a genuine smile. Met a girl a bar, got her number, went back to her place same night. Got another girls number at a concert, another girls number at a bar(texting her right now). Noticed my muscles getting bigger. I worked 40 hours a week this summer, plus one school class. Energy to easily do both. Seeing the good in people instead of being negative. Flirting with girls and having fun interactions. Eating healthier, made fruit protein smoothies everyday. Reduced FOMO(Fear of missing out, aka becoming more comfortable with myself). Successfully completed my internship, fantastic review from manager. Already looking at graduate school and full time jobs post senior year. Better handshake, better introductions with new girls i meet. More genuine conversations. Mediation regularly. All in my 210 days.
     
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    Yeah... I really hated my self after having a fun night bar hopping and getting head. Really bummer in the morning
     
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  12. Buddhabro

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    Now that's a success story! Good luck with your studies and your life in general. Be careful not to fall back into the addiction again.
     
  13. Buddhabro

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    I hope what you're saying isn't true, but I appreciate the warning ⚠️
    My interest in the success forum is to read about the success of others reboot and recovery experiences, and to learn and become inspired.
    Thanks for looking out though.
     
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    I promise I am not trolling. I am not saying you should go back to masturbating, do whatever feels right for you! Just my experiences. I appreciate your positive feedback. Don't use my post as an excuse to masturbate because of my success. I'm still improving myself, like tony robbins says "CANI", constant and never ending improvement. Best of luck and I will update you on my success the semester!
     
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    Sperm retention practicer here 8month clean no mo and pmo back to natural way only cum/ejaculate/orgasm inside womens/girls.last intercourse 3weeks ago tinder date hook up i maintaining hard dick 30minute for 1round not ejaculate at all and made her orgasm many time :D .last year hardcore pmo addict since 15yo now im 30yo only 10minute sex 2round :( still cant believe this can happening to me.so no mo and pmo at all is the best style for me.gonna keep continue again waiting for my next tinder date.no bullshit true stories! goodluck everyone!
     

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