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Struggling Now

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by seth, Oct 27, 2017.

  1. seth

    seth Fapstronaut

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    Ah I have some pretty strong urges right now.

    Lately, when MOing, I've been thinking porn, which I haven't done in quite a while. I can tell thats not helping. I've been slipping with the P-substitutes. Last night I had a dream where I watched porn. I think it's been 7+ months or so now without porn, but it feels like a struggle now, more so than ever.
     
  2. Buzz Lightyear

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  3. Ready to be healthy

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    If you have gone 7 months without porn that is amazing! It would be a shame to relapse now- you may find it beneficial to stop MO ing for a time as well- If masturbating is leading you back to porn, you need to try and bring that under control.
     
  4. Gewinner98

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    I will share my experience with you.
    Had a very similar thing. Stopped watching porn in May 2017 and just masturbated to some light fantasies. It was alright, my libido came back in about a month, i watched absolutely no porn and masturbated like 3-4 times a week, had a pretty interesting lifestyle back then. But at the beginning of july i ve started to masturbate more frequently(like once a day) and also started to fantasize about bdsm sex with women(bdsm used to be my favorite porn genre). So I realised that p free period can really help to get your libido back, but you need to be careful with your fantasies when you masturbate without porn. And also you need to do it less frequently(I guess 1-2 times a week max)
    As for me, I firstly decided to go for a 90 days hardmode. Might be an option for you as well.
    Cheers!
     
  5. seth

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    Sorry to disappoint. I didn't go on a porn site, but for the first time in months, I MO'd while watching something on a cpu screen.

    I've done hard mode several times and I don't like that as a lifestyle, but I agree. I'm going to cut out the MO for now, as it's leading me back to PMO. I'm not going to see this as a major reset, just a blip. This is why I don't have a counter on my signature, otherwise I'd have to restart it and I'd definitely relapse. But this is when I need to be ferocious. No P. No M. No O. My gf is out of the country for a few weeks, I'll hold off anything until she comes back.

    But for now I'm absolutely dreading being at work and just need to get through the next 4 hours. Then all will be well. I need to EXPECT a porn craving. It's going to be ok.
     
  6. Jackpandy

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    Guy please help me .I m The nofap in day 8. I have pied problem.l m little pain left testicle . I m so nervous about it.please what the problem for me .
     
  7. seth

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    Day 8 is fantastic. Continue using this website. Make a journal. Continue without any porn in your life. If the pain is a persistent issue, schedule a doctor's appointment.
     
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  8. obssesedkidney

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    Idc, but hello my nofap bretheren I am a failure. I used to look down on people that needed the help of other people to rid themselves of an illness they caused apon themselves. I used to hate them, I thought I was better than them, stronger mentally and more well prepared than them. I have been trying to quit masturbating for 11 months now. AND IT IS DAY 0. I am 17 and have been masturbating since the 3rd grade, I am a senor this year. I have told my friends and others about nofap and I keep tabs with them daily to let them know what day Im on, Im a joke, A clown, even a B-word. I poured vinegar down my urethra as a punshiment for fapping a couple years back, I swore to god on it and put my life on it, I think I even cut myself as a sort of blood promise. Im a b-word with no resolve. I have had it, and believe me, I have said those words and felt this fire in my soul, countless times before and with each time promising myself that it was different but it wasn't. Porn isn't an outlet for me, I just like to jerk my d-word untill I bust a nut, I feel pent up and sickly if I do not. Anyone reading this forum is a b-word, man up. I need to man up and so do you all. This is a loser forum filled with fake kindness, I dont care what day any n-word is on, I care about what day I am on. I am on DAY 0; 10/29/2017, 4:10 PM UTC is in conclusion to the incedent after I cleaned myself up. I watched AMV's to try to reinforce the idea in my mind that I am strong but Im just a B-word, I dont want to be a B-word, I am falling behind my friends in both female getting (Ive never gotten a female) and in terms of my grades. And as icing on the cake I think I am experiancing Kidney failure, or some type of kidney issue along side my spine being brused like a b-word. Who ever managed to read this long a-word series of bs I typed up congrats. Good Luck and may everyone beat this b-word called masturbation
     

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