Struggling with a Particular Video

It is 100% a lie. Perhaps we all have images and scenes which are highly tempting. With care, replay the scene in your mind only and ask yourself what it is that you feel you want to see or get excited about. Then you can learn where the urges come from. Or talk about the specific issues with an AP

 

I have a similar problem with a blog. I don't know what to say, it's just the fantasy in it in my case. It goes deep in my psyche for some reason and gives me some wicked weird sense of "fulfillment" (even though I always feel depressed and numb afterwards...)

In my case it's a specific relationship to women. A fantasy of power. I don't know where it comes from exactly. If I had to intuit it, I would say it's because deep down I'm angry and frustrated and I want to take it out on someone? And perhaps I feel weak, powerless, bland?
But this is a guess.

Anyway, I hope you have the best journey.

 

I had the same thing with a specific video collection of the same P star but unlike you i ended relapsing twice to it but im over it now .I hope you wont do the same cause once i relapsed to it i felt like complete shit and i struggled to go back to nofap properly im still struggling now with the flatline . Anyway good luck .

 

Yeah Bro. Delete the pictures. Over time your brain will loosen your connection to it similar to your achievements on your other favourites.
May we have a good journey!!

 

I've had a similar problem. I haven't relapsed or even come close, but there's this particular actress that was one of my favorites. I keep seeing her in my head. I hear her voice calling me to come back to her, almost as if we had a relationship and she misses me. It's unbelievable how much porn screws with your head. I'm still having these thoughts and it's been almost 2 months since I've visited porn sites. I think that this is just part of the healing process. Your brain is testing you to see if you're strong enough. If you deny it enough, it will stop nagging you...sort of like a kid nagging his/her parents for a new toy.

 

I've been there too. I had a collection of images and videos bookmarked in secret browsing mode on my phone. They were my "friends". I turned to them to comfort me when I felt pain. But their comfort came with a terrible price. They stabbed me in the back, robbed me and kicked me when I was down. When you think about your "friends" remember all the terrible consequences they brought you. They are not your friends they are enemies. Don't listen to their siren song; "Remember the good times we had? Meet me once more to say goodbye". It's just another excuse to hurt you again and keep you under their control. You must breakup with porn completely. Regain the joyful life they took from you.

 

I am feeling a little bit emotional right now. First of all, I want to thank you Marcus, even though I am not a woman, for having this genuinely as a part of your motivation. It is so important! Soul on soul connection. Man. I wish I could explain how I feel about it. Just, thank you.

Second, reading your experiences and everyone else's on this thread... Man. Porn sucks. And I'm glad all of these guys are coming to terms with that and seeing the "demons" in their heads, it's about time we kick this shit, honestly.

Good luck to everybody!!!