Hi I'm new here and I'm on my third day without PMO. I know it is only the beginning but I'm feeling confident because I know I have a bucket full of support on this website. I'm thirteen years old. The only problem is that I'm mad at myself for what I did and I know God will forgive me but I just can't get over what I did. I wish I could just start over with a clean slate and not make the mistakes I made. Just thinking about it makes me so mad at myself and mad at life. I wish I wasn't the person I am. I wish I could be perfect but I know its not possible. I'm just so frustrated. People don't know how sinful I am. I shudder when I try to guess how many times I masturbated in my short life. Countless of times. What do I do?!