I think I already mentioned this earlier. In the last year I taught myself a new addiction which you can already guess what it is by the thread title. With last year I mean the end of 2015 to the end of 2016. This was a very dark period of mine. I visited a lot of prostitutes. It is true that I decreased my porn consumption but what I essentially did is replace one bad habit for the other. After every visit I told myself this would be the last time and I fell into the trap of going almost every 2-3 weeks. I visited over 60 prostitutes. All of them looked like models and somewhere better than the other but I don't want to go anymore. I want to go on monk mode. Now it is over 3 weeks that I visited the brothel and it is itching again. It is literally damn if you do damn if you don't. If I go I feel horrible afterwards and if I don't go my whole days I feel consumed by the temptation to go. I wanted to write this thread because I feel like that at the moment. Tonight I have free time, a car, the money (it is not even expensive here) so nothing is stopping me. I feel like I can relapse today if I don't get help. I know why I shouldn't go but my inner voice who says I should go sounds louder than the inner voice who says that I should stay at home this night or go to them gym tonight. In my journal you can already read how difficult of a time I'm having. It is now 7 days on hardcore mode. I don't want to make the wrong decision tonight.