Hi guys and gals I am a male who lives in the UK and i am 17 years old I has been masturbating for for over 7 years now and watching porn within the same timeframe. During my 7 years of masturbating over porn I've never really seen an issue with it. You know it never really controlled my life, I masturbated once day over straight porn. As the years progressed normal porn doesnt cut it out for me anymore and I have plummeted down the rabbit hole (femdom/bukkis/gangbang/all-sorts) Only recently have I noticed and fear that it's taking over my life. Everytime I wake up in the morning I will lay down in my bed to masturbate for 3 hours sifting through porn that is suffice enough for me to ejaculate. And I would do the same when trying to sleep at night. However I would stick to these time frames. I've tried to quit recently however to only be knocked down by urges to masturbate harder then ever over to weired shit(you guys heard about hypno humiliation). You've probably gathered by my age I'm still in school and I aspire to become a doctor. That means knuckling down working hard. And when I do I get urges to masturbate therefore I can no longer focus on my revision/homework where I'm no longer getting any work done and I'm falling behind in class. I fear that I'm going to throw my life away due to my addictions. Furthermore porn is infamous for giving false expectations about women men and all sorts and I fear that will interfere with my relationship with women in the future sexually and normal relationship.( For context I am a virgin who has not been in a relationship) I'm writing this to say that from today I'm going to start controlling my urges and my life from now on and I just want to join everyones journey aswell and I hope that I can help u and u can help me. Thanks for reading whishing u all the best.
