Suicide Mission

Mission report: partial-success!

The main objective was to subject myself to high amounts of triggers, without giving in to M.
The secondary objective was to bounce a stripper home and bang her brains out.

The one I brought home was not a stripper but a cute girl from the audience, which is still awesome, and I am grateful for it!

S makes you feel like a king, fills you with confidence and gratitude, where M makes you feel like a loser. Last night, I actually reinforced my desire to substitute M with S in my life. Right now, I have no desire to fap and a strong desire to binge-fuck. My mind is getting clearer and clearer every passing day, so there IS a fundamental difference in the symptoms between M and S.

Brain fog is progressively dissipating. Let's keep the trend!
Cheers!