Super powers overloaded .

Author: Pukernast
Age: 17
Location : Washington DC
Nofap day : 7

Its was a cold snowy day in DC . I woke up earlier than usual, at 6 am , as I couldn't sleep longer because my mind was restless from being sober for seven days. I was sober from pmo , which had become a true addiction . As I got out of bed procrastinating for 30 mins, with no will , my prefrontal cortex was close to being dead. Had it been one week earlier , I would have tented to the situation with a pmo session or two . But my commitment to nofap ,made me have no option , other than to deal with it. I felt my back brain ache , and needy . I wanted to get ready soon , but I just couldn't . It was then that I realised ,how week my mind had become . So comtemplating on the situation a little , I some how managed to get ready with random news and YouTube nofap videos playing in the background for motivation . I took a cold shower and I felt horrible.

I bunked my classes for the day and headed to the white house to meet my dad. On the was there, I zombied and zoned out completely . My pfc had no power, and my lymbic brain was seeking dopamine ,which caused my discomfort and stiff neck. As I reached the white house , I saw random tourists taking selfies and posting in social media. I felt a little sorry for them. next I went to my dads PA. But she couldn't find a free slot to meet my dad. He was busy firefighting controversies after controversies .

As I stood there I felt hungry . So I headed to a vegan restaurant to grab my breakfast . It was my day 7 ,so I felt aggressive with testosterone in my balls. It was a rare feeling . I felt a little happy knowing I was doing the right thing.
Late evening I met my girl friend and she was concerned ,I was being weird. I confessed to her what I was hiding from her. She gave me a look , a deep look . I couldn't hold the eye contact ,any longer than 3 seconds and I felt like a beta . She insisted me loo at her again . I said I am sorry I just cant because my brain played all kinds of dirty images from my porn days. She was calm , and she said , if I made it to 100 days on hardmode, she would not leave me for any other guy , no matter how difficult times become . I was a little happy, but worried not knowing how and why I would abstain . Later that night , my first urge struck me like a freight train in my bed while I was struggling to sleep . I quickly took out my bong to some a sesh, but I realised I was on a journey and it was natural to come across obstacles. So I abstained from pmo and weed, and slept helplessly ,lonely dreaming of becoming an alpha bull stud

 

Author: Pukernast
Age: 17
Location : Washington DC
Nofap day : 24

So I met my dad in the white house after he had just met the president . It was the afternoon , and I had plans for the evening . So my dad goes on talking about his work , and I get restless and anxious . My brain goes on searching for dopamine and I felt an unease in my head. It was short circuiting my pfc. In the midst of all this , dad threw a bomb on my, saying that I could meet with the president for a photo op. So I wait there for 2 hours ,with my suit ready fidgety and anxious. Little did I know I was in a flatline. It was terrible. The withdrawals were real and I felt like a junkie. Suddenly I get called in ,and there he was the President of the United States. He looked polished and massive and I felt and presence there. He greeted me , and I went into a freeze for a few minutes . He went on to say that he knew tat I was onto something ad that I was going to change for the better. I thought ,pretty odd for a president to say that on our first meet. None the less, the President did find something interesting and different in me . My dad looked at me in a shocking way, and I looked clueless , but my inner voice was well aware of what was happening . I felt great as I went home , I was the perfect feedback that I need to keep going on the streak, without a relapse. I then went home and read some Reddit nofap and learnt about pheramons and attraction. I was an eye opener for me , and it was that day when I reinforced my commitment to stay on nofap. I slept early with urges pounding my head

 

Author: Pukernast
Age: 17
Location : Washington DC
Nofap day : 51

It was 5 am when I woke up . I went for a run and then i tried meditating a few minutes . I ended up thinking about the past 50 days. It was the longest i had gone up until that point without a relapse or even a wet dream . I realised i had changed quiet a bit for the good. After that i cold showered and left for school without eating , it was a new habit i was trying to form which was called intermittent fasting. I heard so much about it , so i wanted to give it a try. On my way to school i picked up my girl friend at her house . While i was waiting at her front porch , her mum came outside and gave me a look without saying a word. That look which lasted a good 30 seconds , was the longest i had even looked at anyone , not even my girlfriend . At first , i though she was eye balling me, warning me to keeps me hands off her daughter sort of a thing, but as seconds went by i saw her , she was fixated in my eyes. Suddenly it flashed in my head was happening , EYE CONTACT . After the 30 seconds was over she blinked and she behaved differently and was too good to me . She being the lady she was in DC, I was pretty sure this wasnt coincidence . I asrher permission to take her daughter out for dinner, and she was more the happy to say yes. As my girlfriend sat in the car, the first thing she said was , "woow your glowing bae, you radiating like a magnet, i am literary being pulled towards you". Not to let the pride get inside of my head , i said it was nothing .
School went magical like how it had been going the previous couple of weeks, with surprise after suprise. That day i was made the captain of the class, i had gotten over 400 friend requests in 9 days, and i won 100 meter and the 5000meters track. I was on the top . Definitely magical time.
A couple of days later i read a post about how luck plays a part in nofap, and i was sure realised how lucky i had gotten the past couple of months.
One of those days at lunch , my girlfriend struck up a conversation . She went to say , " bae ,i like and admire you now. Your not the same loser i dated before, you've become that person i saw potential in you. Your an inspiration and ill even marry you if you continue being this way , i want to see you cross 100 days "... Needless to say , i was on top of the world.

 

Author: Pukernast
Age: 17
Location : Washington DC
Nofap day : 80

I was at a point of no turning back in my journey . I wake up hit weights run meditate cold shower everyday, like its second nature. That's how deciplined I was. I started greeting random people. I would say confidence was over loaded without being Cockey. My mum had come back from her trip from abroad, and I went to say hi. She was floored by who I had become in 80 odd days. She was literally over me the whole morning and I was solid support in her own words.
At lunch , as I stood in the Q, I saw random people eyeing me . When my turn to order came, I saw this girl taking orders, asking me how are you , hows your day . In my head I was solid, and I didn't move by her moves on me. Sensing I was different and strong, she nodded her head and gave me complements for 30$, for which I was thankful for. To the guy standing behind me , I suppose it was all confusing .
At home I observed my balls aching a bit, which I later found out to be blue balls