Superpowers, but not enough ?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Oscar17, Jan 25, 2018.

  1. Oscar17

    Oscar17 Fapstronaut

    Please help me, fellow nofappers.

    I am on day 131 since last masturbating to porn, day 24 of no orgasm/no ejaculation. (I masturbated once without porn at day 100, and have had sex multiple times until the last time doing so 24 days ago)

    Even though I noticed quite some changes, I feel so unmotivated and without a purpose of even being on this planet... I feel lost as if someone has put me in this world and I have no idea what to do next... I’m in this constant grey zone of emotions...

    Is it a flatline ? Is it going to change ? Does EVERYONE who does nofap become motivated afterwards ?

    I’m so lost..
     
  2. Oscar17

    Oscar17 Fapstronaut

    In one way I feely life my life is very flat and nothing happens in it, but in another I feel like I am disintegrating..
     
  3. J4220

    J4220 Fapstronaut

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    Motivation comes and goes and if that's all you rely on for making a change in life it's not going to work out. Discipline is the key to making a lasting change and will get you through those times when you feel unmotivated. Personally I'm working more on discipline vs. trying to find motivation. Also we all need to have feel we have purpose and meaning in life. It's import for one to spend some time discovering your own purpose and what's meaningful to you in life.
     
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  4. Oscar17

    Oscar17 Fapstronaut

    I completely get what you mean. I think not having a purpose causes all this. I was sort of waiting to get better and be more motivated, but the real question to ask is: be more motivated to do what ?
    I don’t have an answer for that...
    And I don’t know how to find out either.
    And regarding discipline, I would create discipline, but in what ? What routines, etc... Even though I understand the words consciously, it doesn’t ring a bell on an emotional level, given that I’ve been fapping along without a purpose.
    At least I was disciplined in doing nofap for so long ! Lol
     
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