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Take out 10 seconds and say : ALL THE BEST (your wishes matter me )

Discussion in 'Off-topic Discussion' started by exito, Feb 21, 2019.

  1. exito

    exito Fapstronaut

    HEY GUYS
    WELCOME
    MY high school final exams are starting in a week and i want to give my 100% , only possible if I fight PMO . I Been trying from past year but never completed 15 days steak , i hope your wishes would along with my determination would help me a lot-it will make me stronger .
    I am a totally broken person trying to stand again ; give me your hand (good wishes)

    a little more if you want to know about my past (read it if you have time )
    In my early teenage, one of my big cousin brother kissed me and tried to cross limits ( but he was not able to , i would say- GOD saved me ). It was a strange , bad experience ,today i think why it happened with me (i might have done some bad deeds) . so in the past ,when i got access to internet i searched and was exposed to gay pornography and my bad days started , then i found straight pornography . Now its been around 3-4 years , porn is troubling me . sometimes i just want to erase myself , masturbation has affected my health a lot , i was always a skinny guy but PMO has further given me malnutrition look.
    i have always watched gay 70% and straight 30% . i have not problem in becoming gay (rather i know my family would never accept it ) but truly i dont feel i am gay , i think it is affect of all bad experience and gay porn . I am attracted to girls , want to be in relationship and want to be the guy - muscular and personality .
    Really i am in pain , i shout in shower , but my screams has no voice because i dont want my family and friends to know .
    i want to be natural again , i was the boy with perfect grades , but porn ........(no words)
    GOALs of this year
    1. give my 100% in exams
    2. NoFap through out the year
    3. after exams , join GYM and become the guy i want to be .
    4. work against PORN , i would do whatever i can do to stop this evil industry . its destroying life of millions to people who are filming it and millions of us . we HAVE lost our humanity and purity , its disgusting people are attracted towards a gang Bang of a small girl , mother and son x, father and son x . OH god , I WAS ONCE A PART but want to work against it for my whole life . i dont want any other teenager to destroy his or her life .
    god bless you

    i have my final exams after a week and i want to give my best , guys i need your good wishes .
    THANK YOU
    HAVE A NICE DAY
    exito
     
  2. Wayne Kest

    Wayne Kest Fapstronaut

    All the best:D
     
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  3. exito

    exito Fapstronaut

    t
    thanks
     

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