Hi, Male, 37 years-old. Member of the now-defunct pornaddictioninfo's community. Have been struggling with porn addition (and, of course, the associated masturbation habit - sometimes the very trigger to pull me back into porn) and managed to beat it (maintaining years-long clean streaks). At the end of 2017 found myself hit out of the blue with a "no-fault" divorce ("It's not you, it's me."). Lost my wife, finances and health. Had nothing to do with the aforementioned habits that I had under complete control. Started using porn again afterwards for a short period; however, it didn't grab me like it did in the past. I was, at worst, a "casual user". However, as we all know, any amount of porn is too much porn. For the past two weeks, found myself relapsing again and again. The good news: this is a cycle that ends here. My first goal is to get a 6-month PMO-free streak, and, going from there, never use my sexuality in any other way than what is consistent with my beliefs. This is just a step in rebuilding my life. I've done it in the past, I'll do it again. It's already in the bag. Heading to write my first journal entry.