I'm almost 30 and didn't have sex since 6 years and I'm terribly afraid of PIED. I had a bad experience with PIED 4 months ago with a woman, since then I'm even more afraid of sex. I'm on day 13 of my nofap journey. So far relapsed twice on porn, but still on day 13 with MO. Now I consider going to a massage parlour in order to ease my fear of sexual contact. It's a parlour specialized in tantric (Tantra) massages. It's no brothel and explicitly doesn't involve sex. It's basically an erotic massage based on the tantra philosophy. Now my question is: does any of you have experience with such massages? Is It recommendable? Does it help with PIED?