Temptation: thoughts about having a daddy, bdsm

Oh I also wanted to mention, I mastubated and orgasmed once a few days ago which broke my 6 month no PMO streak.

What was really encouraging is that I had little to no urges to binge afterwards, it didn’t completely derail my life or my emotional state, and the progress of the last 6 months didn’t magically disappear.

I’m not gonna do it anymore out of fear, plus I want to have my sexuality to be tied to another person rather than be selfishly experienced alone. But it’s was more of a choice instead of the demoralizing spiral it was 6 months ago.

I would say this is proof that a sexual reboot is possible and that my once sex crazed mind and body has changed. It was a brand new experience to be able to chose not to do it again afterwards and be ok these past few days.

Hope this give you and others hope that reboot can happen and we can break those chains. (From one bdsm degradation fetish person to another)

 

Well, at least you learned something from this failure!

 

Wow! Really happy for you friend !
Obviously, now if you do not binge, then it's a sign that, you have got better now.
Wonderful! Keep moving and bettering yourself the way you are doing!
Hats off!
Cheers!

 

Personally I found my daddy-ownership issues are less about control and abuse and more about not having to make my own decisions and possibly getting it wrong. The only place this is kind of accepted is BDSM so people tend to gravitate that way if they want a "daddy". We've all seen mainstream films where the man gets more dominant when the woman plays about or "misbehaves". Some of us fantasize about being kept safe and "in our place" and it's not healthy.