Tempted

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Bobbyf76, May 5, 2018.

  1. Bobbyf76

    Bobbyf76 Fapstronaut

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    I woke up this morning with an urge to relapse. The strongest urge I've had since starting my reboot. It felt as if there was something in my mind telling me that I needed it. That I had to relapse. It wasn't caused by my depression. My inner addict just tried convincing me that I needed it. Telling me "well you feel good now, you're happy, in a good mood, imagine how much better you would feel if you watched P." Typically I would watch P in the shower in the morning, so my initial action was to avoid it so as to not risk a relapse. But I realized that it's not me that wants it. I don't need it. I am better than it. If he wants a battle, then he'll get one. So I took it to where he was comfortable. I took a shower. And I showed my inner addict that it doesn't matter where I'm at, he will never win. Instead of avoiding him, I will confront him head on. I am stronger than him. My urge to relapse happened for about 30 minutes this morning, but I never once doubted myself, or believed what he tried to tell me. I will beat this. That is not my life anymore. I deserve so much better than porn.
     
  2. RiseToGreatness

    RiseToGreatness Fapstronaut

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    Very good!!! stay strong brother!!!
     

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