Last time I fapped was just now, I made a vow to myself I wouldn’t fap again. My thoughts tend to spiral out of control. I had a terrible thought last relapse during o. I don’t want to get into it, not to sound dramatic, but not goods I was going to fap again to reverse the thoughts, but I know there is no point and doing so will get my nowhere. So now I stop for good. has anyone else experienced this?