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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by KoalaDude, Mar 20, 2015.

  1. KoalaDude

    KoalaDude Fapstronaut

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    I almost relapsed again today.

    My major trigger being depression, I was slumped today by all the tasks I had to get done and the slow progress I was making. I got out of bed late and was doing anything to get myself to waste time and be distracted.

    One hand in my pants and on the computer I found myself, ignoring all the voices in my head to stop. I played with my weenie and searched my favorite actresses on the internet to just walk on the edge and see what I've been missing.
    Thank God safe search was on and I didn't just "Stumble" upon a naked woman. I would've had to deliberately take off safe search and type a more "explicit" topic to fall in the hole.

    It's funny now to think how my mind was telling me that it was already too late, that I've already acted out and that I might as well enjoy PMO since I already failed.

    But instead of doing that, I went onto NoFap emergency and browsed through quotes and videos to argue with my old brain pattern of "I NEED PLEASURE NOW!".
    Then I ended up on this quote" "If you feel like quitting think about why you started". I let out a sigh and took a step back away from the computer.

    I put on my favorite song and started dancing to it like mad, purely for killing time so my fragile will can recuperate. Then I drank a glass of cold water and actually started doing the work that I was supposed to be doing.

    It was hurdle...to say the least.
    Now I feel somehow "Stronger", like I defeated a formidable foe. I feel so manly and I wanted to share with you all.

    Another quote to end this little story: "If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward."

    Please do yourself a favor and don't succumb to PMO, you will feel so much better for not doing it then going the path you know where it leads.
     
  2. Corona310

    Corona310 Fapstronaut

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    Stay strong brother
     

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