Thanos - 1500 days Non ejaculatory sex challenge

I ejaculated during sex unfortunately so I have to bow out of this challenge for now. But like the terminator, "I'll be back"

 

Gotta do what you gotta do, I guess

For me, though this was not my longest SR streak by a long shot it felt the best. Really good energy, and mostly a positive experience. I think meditating almost everyday was the key, and being completely indifferent to the need for an orgasm during sex was important...Except this one time lol it got real hot under the sheets

 

Didn't read the entire thread I'm just posting some links to some books on page two about diving deeper into non duality and meditation.

Zen Mind Beginners Mind my suzuki roshi
Hundred Thousand Songs of milarepa
The Zen Teachings of Bodhidharma

Feel free to add the links to the OP.

 

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