THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

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Are you a warrior.?

  1. Yes

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  2. No, I am loser

    19 vote(s)
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  3. I want to be

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  1. the alpha project

    the alpha project Fapstronaut

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    Thank you for this. I need to maintain a strong mentality. I need to identify with the warrior mindset. I need to be connected to this community of warriors. The ones who have no doubt about the path to freedom and glory. Spartans!!!!!
     
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  2. Brother Eagle

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    Spartans fight together like a unit ,the strength of the Spartan warrior is the warrior next to him :emoji_thumbsup:
     
  3. Kratos_GOW

    Kratos_GOW Fapstronaut

    Great work everyone
     
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  4. hunkylaw

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    Got to start from day 0. Had a relapse due to some minor distraction... But not giving up. Standing up again to resist the enemy!
     
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  5. the alpha project

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    Glad you are choosing to continue with us after some struggle. Stay strong
     
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  6. Laurent

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  7. If I relapse...can I start challenge again from day 0??
     
  8. fg4795

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    My Journal
    Daily check
    The first say sunny day after the storm maybe something is changing again
    Need to improve the previous record
     
  9. Kratos_GOW

    Kratos_GOW Fapstronaut

    Yeah sure.
     
  10. wallwheel

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    Some people might wish to make this part of their morning routine, being explicit, asking themselves every morning:

    "What are the standards with which I wish to live my life?"

    And if tempted to fap later on in the day pause and ask:

    "Is this act really consistent with the standards I have set myself for my life?"
     
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  11. Michael Sternig

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    That's one of the ultomate questions, I resisted urges on basically 3 different ways during this streak:
    1. just immediately do something else, some time later I can think about that urge from an appropiate distance and shake my head about it. A good feeling not to have given in arises afterwards.

    2. Sit it out. Don't distract yourself. your horniness will eventually decrease and you have won and continue stronger than ever.

    3. watch something related to porn but in a informative way, like a ted talk, former addicts talking about themselves or actors.

    day 83

    YES
     
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  12. Vultron007

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    SPARTAN CHALLENGE DAY 4
     
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  13. the alpha project

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    Thank you for sharing your wisdom!
     
  14. -Nevermore-

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    Holy sh*t, I can't believe it, I just was able to put the mark of "spartan challenge" in the correct way, I don't even know how I did it.
    Day 13, today I received my payment and talked with a girl that I like (she started the conversation, that's good).
     
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  15. the alpha project

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    Fighting for Freedom and Glory

    Today at about mid day I felt so overwhelmed and frustrated that I packed up my work and headed to the bar to drink and eat my feelings away.

    I stopped in a shop first and saw someone I used to work with at the gym. I hadn’t seen her in a few months and was surprised to see her behind the counter. She had just finished schooling and decided to take a year off to sort out her life. There was a lot of energy between us as we got caught up and shared a few things. It felt so good to just talk to someone. We were stuck like magnets for several minutes. When it was time to pay the computer system literally froze which was kind of like how my laptop was behaving all day. She said to just take the item and she would cover it but I refused and we fought until I won and left a ten dollar bill on the counter. I told her to come and find me with the change another day. She said she would. I walked out of there with my head spinning.

    I ate my lunch and decided I would not go to the bar. Instead I would go back to the cafe where I was doing my work and try again. But first I went into another shop and bought some new protein powder to draw attention away from beer and to remind myself that working out is much healthier way to deal with life than drinking beer. The anger and anxiety and frustration roared when I sat down to work. And for the next two hours I was overwhelmed. But I sat there anyways. And just observed it all.

    I went home for dinner and did some chores. And finally I did some training in my home gym. I was thinking about fapping, drinking, getting high, anything to escape but I pulled myself into my gym and hit the weights.

    I didn’t get to escape in the way that my other habits allow me to. But I did have a lot of relief. And now I’m stronger because I didn’t run away. I faced the fire. I’m not saying this brag or for recognition. I’m saying this for myself and for others to be reminded that when it gets hard, really hard, there is an opportunity to fight instead of escape. There is an opportunity to grow instead of to shrink. Because I’m sure in the near future this is going to happen again. And I’m going to have doubts and fears. And I might not fight back as hard as I did today if I don’t remind myself. If I don’t read the posts of my fellow Spartans who have faced the fire and fought and won, keeping their freedom for another day.

    In such a small amount of time I have felt such great changes inside. Thank you Spartans for your support. For showing me the way forward. For reminding me to stay humble. For showing me I am not alone in this war.
     
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  16. Shit I relapsed, I couldnt control the urges they were all over me. Dammit. I'm gonna have to start over. I tried my best.
     
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  17. hunkylaw

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    i think so... i am starting again. This is my day 1.... will be a long journey ahead.
     
  18. hunkylaw

    hunkylaw Fapstronaut

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    Don give up bro. I have relapsed yesterday. Am starting again. One day, we shall win over it
     
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  20. Thanks, I will be back and learn from my mistakes.
     
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