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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Kratos_GOW, Jun 13, 2019.
rough day and so many temptation
You will pull through. Ignore and those you can't ignore run from them . The goal is not to yield
Checking in day 1(65). Learn from the past and make the future better.
Let love lead
Day 7 done
Finished Day 12
Day 37 checking in
@Espi1971 How are you doing?
Don't hear from you from a lot of time
Here comes the god of war
I relapsed yesterday . Went online yesterday had cybersex which is my porn .
Did not masterbate or orgasm , God knows why I'd throw it in and not MO .
So I'm resetting.
Firstly, totally gutted with myself but I'm climbing back on the horse . Gutted because I see now the pressure ,the fog ,the heaviness , I was experiencing before my relapse IS the fallout from using porn to relieve my stress. Ironic because I'm more stressed now it hasn't changed in that way.
Where I see I have tripped up was not seeing the signs , the resignation had been growing for a few days . I drank alot by my standards when deciding to use , I can leave my phone at home when I am in a depressed space .
I think i will get a support buddy . I can see i will move through this again i know it, i want to be prepared.
I want to experience joy in my life and I havent for the longest time . Porn is a short circuit.
I intuitively know I have to walk through this pain , that's what it is , its pain . Its painful being in this space .
I choose life. Day 0
Trying to quit for 10 years now but now I don't have any other option. Lost my girlfriend and about to loose my job, so its about time.
i relapsed at day 23! hate it
I already on day 43
My streak started on 22 Aug 2020
I didn't checked in every day since day 1
Because I saw this challenge now
Am I counted in??
But from today until GOD OF WAR
I WILL CHECK IN EVERYDAY