ALLRIGHT GUYS HUDDLE UP.
THIS IS COMMUNITY CHALLENGE EXERCISE, EVERYBODY NEEDS TO TAKE PART IN IT.
I want you to quote this post and type your reason for continuing this NOFAP discipline.
It will help you to understand yourself better and refill some of your motivation!
I will start with myself.
Because i was watching and doing PMO for almost 8 years, i initially thought there was nothing wrong with me. But then a single time a week turned to 2, and 3 and at last to 2 to 3 times a day. I wasn't knowledgeable at first but i started to understand that there is something wrong with my body and mind. Being a zombie like state i looked for solution and started nofap discipline.
My main goals are mental clarity, energetic state, less stimulation, better self discipline, also there is someone i want to show that i can commit to these goals.
I AM WAITING FOR ALL YOUR REPLIES. NO WORLD LIMIT, JUST WRITE WHAT YOU WANT!
I have been enslaved to porn for many years, and i'm tired of it
I have wasted many opportunities in life by being too busy maintaining a habit that damaged me physically and mentally.
For years I have suffered from chronic social anxiety, being unable to even start a casual conversation with people I have known for several months (such as classmates or neighbors), let alone strangers.
I didn't even feel able to look someone in the eye when speaking, so I just stood there silently staring uncomfortably at the ground being surrounded by people.
I had no hobbies or interests, from the moment I woke up until I fell asleep I only thought about the videos and images that I could be seeing on the internet, so I was quite boring.
In recent years I neglected my health, I was overweight due to a poor diet and little physical activity.
My mind was so damaged that I only saw women as simple objects (and although I am ashamed to say it, I must be honest with my fellow fighters here present).
I relapsed over and over again, always saying I'd do better next time, always failing a day or two later (or sometimes that very day).
There were times when I would stay up until 3 am looking for more images or videos, or if I fell asleep early, I would wake up in the middle of the night so anxious that I would get out of bed and go straight to the pc.
A lot has changed in the last month.
Since I started using these forums I am taking everything much more seriously.
I have only had two relapses in a month and I am determined to do much better this time, I want not only to beat my record, but to get rid of this useless and harmful addiction once and for all.
I have hobbies and interests and I enjoy them.
What for years I thought impossible I began to achieve: not only am I able to converse with others, but I even enjoy it.
Now my third week in the gym and I also eat healthier, I have lost almost 5 pounds in that time.
I sleep more and better because I no longer wake up for the most absurd reasons.
My main goals are to be able to reach my true potential, to know what I am capable of once I am not a slave to the computer, the sky is the limit.
I know that I have a long way to go, that I will have to face the impulses over and over again while my brain resets.
But do you want to know something?
I'm ready and eager for battle, let the addiction attack me with everything, I'm not afraid, because now I begin to know my true power.
Power and glory my brothers.