THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Day 46!

 

Day 16 - SPARTAN TRAINEE

 

Day 10
(yesterday I had no internet access, hence no check-in!)
Hope you are all doing fine and making the world a better place

 

Day 7

Eligable for Spartan Army.

 

Happy to hear, ever since you went on the vacation and didn't show up for months I thought you died lol, also congrats on getting a job you wanted Kind of jealous but also cheering you on and I hope you can advance your career even further
I'm at a weird point, I'm strong enough to not PMO for months and when I do slip I can catch myself before I go all the way, but the last week I gave it some thought and realized I might have gone far with PMO, but I made very little progress when it comes to myself, since I still have no goals or dreams that I want to pursue other than drawing, which is just a hobby and not something I want to pursue professionally

Going really strong, MO'd less than 3 times at most but lately I keep binging without MO so I think I'll need to start detoxing myself slowly from the internet, probably gonna aim to cut all social media down to 3 hours a week ideally because I learned that in today's age we tend to become addicted to receiving messages via text instantly at anytime where as in the past we'd have to email or send text on flip phones which took a while
Still wandering through life, and I think the biggest thing holding me back is that although I know I can abstain very strongly, not having any passion or career is what keeps bringing me back to binging porn

 

Day 16-20

Presently on day 21!

 

Day 39

 

Relapsed, new updated Plan:
SUCCESS:

1. I will never look at pornography ever again in my life, PERIOD.

2. When the idea of looking at pornography comes into my mind, I will:

a) See these feelings for what they truly are: NOT MINE
b) Truly understand that pornography is a disease and an addiction that must be broken in order for me to live my life
c) Remember WHO I AM and how much that means to me
d) Relish in the TRUTH and PLEASURE that I am free from this addiction and its negative effects on my life.

2. When the negative effects of pornography come into my mind I will:

a) Cold Shower
b) Realise that these feelings are a PASSING, fleeting moment in time
c) Relish in the TRUTH and PLEASURE that in going through these feelings, I am purging myself of this addiction’s effects on me, and in doing so it is making room for ME to flourish.

This is my plan. I call it "SUCCESS" because I feel like there is no bigger achievement and reward in life than purging myself of this addiction.

 

Hey everyone! Been a long time but checking in here again. So much craziness has been going on with house projects and growing my business but need to get focused back here on holding myself accountable here. Had a relapse a week ago but have been clean since. Want to get streak back up to a month and then start flying back up towards 100. Hope everyone is doing well!

 

0/100

 

Day 36

 

Day 47!

 

Good to see you brother
Q: But do you think by abstinence that is going to save all your problems?
A: No in close to zero chance, abstinence alone will not work
Q: What do you think?
A: This challenge is my fist challenge I enter in this forum )
Myself a PMO addict I procrastinating, lazy, shy, timid, negative thought, and now myself a useless wasted person
Q: and What do you think you need to learn on in this self improvement journey?
A: Unceasing study more rebooting health education material what ever it is beficial like reading story of other fapstronout reading more gain understanding more, no slack studying, keep high vigilance, high awareness, maintaining perseverance, repentance, moderate exercise, eating good food, resting sleep, defeating anxiety, forging ahead, so as not to leave lifelong regrets in vain

 

Day 17 - SPARTAN TRAINEE

 

Day 11
Stay strong and organized!

 

Day 8

First day of the second week. " Wash, Rinse, Repeat " I will just keep repeating the cycle. I feel GREAT!

 

Day 37

 

Good Stuff! Its funny how when we overcome our addictions that all those other areas you mention get better all on there on. Stay strong Spartan.