THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Kratos_GOW, Jun 13, 2019.

Are you a warrior.?

  1. Yes

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  2. No, I am loser

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  3. I want to be

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  1. othmanben

    othmanben New Fapstronaut

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    So inspiring!! I can feel your beautiful energy from here. We can do it if we motivate each other. Congratulations
     
  2. N4ruto

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  3. Vendidad

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    Thanks, dear.
    Check in day 15
     
  4. Espi1971

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    Congratulations on achieving rank! You've got it going now my friend :)
     
  5. othmanben

    othmanben New Fapstronaut

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  6. the alpha project

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    Wow that’s awesome!!
     
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  7. the alpha project

    the alpha project Fapstronaut

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    It’s true. It is a transition for sure. Perhaps you need to build a new building then. Or start your own gym!
     
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  8. the alpha project

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    Take @fg4795 advice my friend.
    I have been in a same position for two or three years now in my research. I was a rising star, doing well and then a big failure. Many days I have felt like crying. Some days I have. A lot of days I used pmo, alcohol and weed to escape my feelings. I felt the same as you. Like I could die and nobody would really notice. Like I have no meaning in this world. It’s been the worst time of my life.

    even doing everything right. No pmo. No alcohol. No weed. Training hard. Eating well. Sleeping well. I still was failing for a long time. And I am still failing today.

    Only thing left is mindset. So I started talking to other researchers. Telling them how bad I have been doing. The failing. The darkness. The desperation. The crying. The madness. I asked for help. Went to get some consultants. Found a new workspace. Focused on what small thing I can do today instead of being scared by the things I might fail at tomorrow.

    Quitting pmo is also a big task. And it can mess up your chemistry making it hard to do anything. But that is also a way to take pride and gain strength. You are doing something few people bother with. You can do great things.

    Decide you are finished living hopeless and in fear. And attack the things you are afraid of. You have to take actions. You have to do it.

    God bless
     
  9. the alpha project

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    Check In Day 1(37),

    Hello Spartans,

    I have been working very hard on my research and on my mindset. And on my gym training. And still my life is all failures around me.

    So I accept this as a trial.

    I am being tested.

    And I’m not going to quit.

    I’m going to fight. And maybe I will fail. And maybe that’s the going to be the biggest failure of my life.

    But I have decided that regardless, win or lose, I will fight the biggest fight of my life. So that even if I fail, I will still be a champion. Because a champion is not the winner. A champion is the one who gives everything they have no matter what. And maybe that’s what some people will say is foolish. But you know what? If you have never failed how do you know what your greatest effort can be?
     
  10. ZORROW

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    No i dont have, there is a age gap of 40 years between me and my parents . I was reading about the laws on the omegle site and that mentioned that omegle wont send police after you , they will just ban your ip address and therefore you will not be able to use that site for some time . I dont want to use that site ever now. Its just the mental shock that i am dealing with , like how can i do this to that girl , whatever she was doing was her own deed but i should not be the one to who should encourage her for doing this , what will be the difference between me and other pedophile then ? I am totally quitting this habit of porn now from its root cause, i have faced enough , and the last night part was extremely terrible .

    I was not able to face myself after doing that, what i have done to that girl was wrong , was extremely wrong , she was just 12 years old and i on the other side is of 23 , i am 11 years older than her , i can control my mind , i should have control my mind that time and should have stop or close that site but porn has screwed me over and this time it was horrible . I will grow into new person , a person who doesnt not watch porn at any case , i am quitting this thing now .
     
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  11. PeterJL

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    Day 40, checking in.

    Glory To God!
     
  12. Risho

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  13. Wolfyoufeed

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    Well done Spartan!

    Day 65 *Head Nod*

    Today I will spread laughter. Because a real man isn’t all serious all the time.. in fact he doesn’t care what others think because he knows who he is and has no reason to hide/mask his inner self. Laughter is a gift to those whom we bestow it.. a form of love for others. It has power to lift spirits.. turning bad days into tolerable ones. It can defuse a bad situation, causing enemy’s to join forces.. there is no stronger force than love... love never fails (1 Corinthians 13:2-8)
     
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  14. hollyman

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    carefull on the chaser effect tho,,,,if u relapse dont make it worse by doing it twice or more

    it will not quench your thirst believe me, its just made u dug deeper and deeper to the pit of sorrow.... just over with it and start brand new day 1

    be strong my friend
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  15. Dahlazycoda

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  16. Espi1971

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  17. Espi1971

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    2 weeks in! You will achieve rank tomorrow :)
     
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  18. Espi1971

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    Circumstances, failures, and trials never surpass the warrior's resolve, and you are a proven warrior. You refuse to give up, you never lose focus, you never stop inspiring, especially now, when life seems to be so "uphill."

    One day you will look back on this period of your life, and you will be amazed how far you progressed, by how much you accomplished.
     
  19. Espi1971

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    Things seem to be going well lately. Life is always far from perfect, and still I'm up and down emotionally, but the past few days I've had prolonged, acute feelings of inner peace, gratitude, and confidence. If I could feel like this all the time I actually wouldn't mind living forever.

    Exercising with renewed focus and intensity. I'm getting leaner. Lots of cardio and minimal reward meals and drinking. No temptations to reinject testosterone. Haven't injected it since December 1, 2019, though I do have it on hand. I'm not ready to throw it down the toilet just yet because I may end up using it again.

    Eating clean and minimally, although I have been drinking recently. 3-4 beers per night this weekend, along with a few shots of my favorite liqour. Not the best choice, but I'm not that dissapointed either. My desire and tolerance for alcohol has greatly diminished the past 4 months.

    Dating hopper is as full as I want it to be right now. There have been many emotional triumphs and dissapointments, but overall I'm really enjoying putting myself out there and meeting women. I realize that in many ways my life is so different now. I'm 100% honest about everything, so the words just come out. I never really have to think about what I'm going to say. I speak from the heart, which frees my mind and allows me to enjoy and connect with people through conversations. That's new to me, and I realize that women either really like it, or they choose to move on, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I have nothing to hide or prove to anybody, and the emotional reward for that is priceless.

    Sleeping well, though not the best, and I have only 3 more days left until I quit alprazolam for life. This has been a long-term process: 16-weeks of tapering, and as I near the completion of this goal, I'm realizing that I am going to miss the aid and comfort of this drug. I've used alprazolam for years, and even though I have weaned myself off of it the past 4 months, I'm still not 100% confident that I'm truly ready and willing to quit, so I am really going to have to buckle down and accept whatever may come. One thing I know for sure: the mind and body are incredibly strong and resilient, and I will eventually be able to sleep without it. When the demand for sleep becomes great enough, I will sleep. But one thing for sure: I am definitely NOT going back on this drug. I'll be done for life starting 2/19/2020. What a great way to start my 49th year of life. Better late than never right? :)

    Have a great day Spartans! Thank you for your support and encouragement.
     
    Last edited: Feb 16, 2020
  20. Davyfreedom

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    I would suggest to go see a therapist. It sounds like you have some insecurities in your life that are causing you pain. Once you face these insecurities it will help you not watch porn.
     

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