The 2 Week Hump

Today marks the my 2 week abstinence from PMO. Since i first started watching porn i have never gone past 2 weeks. While i do feel confident in my resolve, my brain, however, has other plans.

Last night i had an extremely vivid dream that i relapsed. When i woke, there was a moment where i confused dream and reality, making me believed i had relapsed. This made me feel really guilty, but relieved that it wasn't real.

Not only that, but my mind keeps drifting off to think about my favorite pornstar. She is the reason ive relapsed in the past. My kryptonite so to speak.

Im steady in my resolve and i wont give up so easily. The reason i am posting this is not necessarily to get encouragement from others but to get the struggle off my chest. Catharsis is key.

Thank you for reading. Everyone stay strong.