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The addiction is killing me

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by BrokenBoy91, Dec 8, 2019.

  1. BrokenBoy91

    BrokenBoy91 New Fapstronaut

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    Hi all.
    I'm male, 28 y.o and now my life is thrown in to the abyss of crazy masturbations in deep web by watching cp. I really hate it but I can't quit. I have tried many times to not watch cp or porn at all, but after a week I begin crazy masturbations by musturbating all night. The last time I masturbated from 2.00 AM until 12.00 PM. I ejaculated many times. But my mind still wanted other materials. I was so weak and unhealthy that I couldn't even pick up my phone (I felt it)
    I really feel helpless. My mind always commands me to redownload cp materials and watch. Even now after last night satisfaction which I gave it. Not only that, but to watch a cp movie for many times, which is another disorder. In this rate I think I should castrate myself, because I've tried all the ways. And besides cp addiction is too strong and dangerous in comparison with normal porn addiction. Frankly I'm a pedophile too (but I have never even abused a child) which makes my case too worse, I'm living in a bad country without job which makes it super worse.
    What do you suggest me to do?
     
    Last edited: Dec 8, 2019
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  2. swordsman163

    swordsman163 Fapstronaut

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    This is a lovely message from Tiger uppercut! Hope it helps you "Hello and welcome! :)

    We are glad to have you as a part of our community. Here are some quick links to get you started.

    Getting Started Guide | How to Use the NoFap Forums | Panic Button | Day Counter | Rebooting Resources | Forum Rules | Glossary

    If you wish to keep a journal of your progress you can do so in the appropriate section found here

    You can also take part in one of the many challenges available. It can be a tremendous help. Challenges

    Also, there are groups you can also join if you wish to do so. You can browse through them here. Groups

    There are plenty of wonderful, friendly and knowledgeable people here to help you along on your journey to a life free of PMO. I wish you nothing but the best!"
     
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  3. CodeTalker

    CodeTalker Fapstronaut

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    the message is so out of touch.
     
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