The attention is real!

So I've gotten to the point where I don't crave watching porn nearly as much. Instead, I crave having a healthy relationship with a woman. I've been trying to break out of my introverted shell and go out more. Tonight I went to a sports bar to watch the game, and a couple of the servers and bartenders were constantly coming over and chatting me up. Not like they do to just get a bigger tip, but on random topics, like football, and stuff. One of them even bought me a drink!

One random girl who was just there with her friends for a baby shower or bachelorette party or something of that nature. She kept sneaking away from her friends and would come chat with me. She would put her hand on my shoulder and be deep in conversation about just life and stuff. She seemed totally sober too I wasn't really attracted to this woman, but I liked the attention and it made me perk up quite a bit. I know now that deep down in my mind, that nofap is working and my confidence level is boosting. I even had a couple guys that were there come up and started chatting, when I'd make a comment or state a fact about a certain football player they were all in agreeance and seemed to value my opinion, almost like an alpha-beta male sorta thing. Really weird.

 

You will man, you have to believe in the process and keep your head up. Nothing like feeling desired (even just for a conversation) to boost your esteem and keep you focused on your goal.