The Beginning

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Senyxo, Jan 7, 2018.

  1. Senyxo

    Senyxo New Fapstronaut

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    Alright so here we go I guess.
    I've actually wanted to do this for a long time now but never really motivated myself doing it. But anyways.. let's start:

    About one year ago, in April, I first heard about NoFap, self improvement and all that. I was fascinated by it and quickly began to actually change my life. But things weren't really working out. I relapsed over and over and over again. My longest streak was just 14 days...I even started to work out but nothing really helped.
    Now to 2018:
    As I said I just couldn't help myself and relapsed after a short amount of time. 2018 was right around the corner so I decided to make a big change. I basically created a olan how I want to live my life and all that and it worked out perfectly...until Thursday this week. I got completely lost in video games again (actually it was Rise of the Tomb Raider). I grinded that game like shit and I ignored everything around me. I was edging and shit. Had dry ogasms and shit. I thought I could get over this when I finish the game but I was wrong. Today...I relapsed again. The whole day was just a waste...again. I was so SO convinced if myself that I can do this. I wanted to quit PMO forever. But I failed.

    So here we are now...I don't know what to do. Should I ignore recent days and just forget them? Like..just pretend it never happened? I mean it was "just" 7 days and my streak could go on. I really don't 2018 to be "ruined" by this day. Or should I still start over and count from 0? Idk really.
    Why am I even writing this..
     
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  2. One of the ways I got involved with the fellowship was by reading some really great journals.

    I've included journals from all age groups, spiritual members, religious members, secular members, male and female. You should find journals that help. If not, look around, there are hundreds of others from which to choose. When I say "it works if you work it", reading journals is part of that work.

    Once you open a journal, click "Watch Thread" in the upper right of the page to get alerts when new posts are made. Here are just a few:

    @2525 Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/147264/
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    @Visor Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/144228/
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    @Dragonnlife Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/136148
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    @I_can_and_I_will Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/138959/
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    @weddingnails Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/143418/
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    @MLMVSS Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/142945/
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    @Struggle Bug Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/141911/
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    @BigDawg913 Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/145872/
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    @Sunshadow Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/75108/
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    @kropo82 Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/78164/
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    @tet2vd Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/144513
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    @Protagoras Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/109842/
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    @Tomoya Okazaki Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/143534/
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    @DavidGibson Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/143325/
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    @Euklid Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/146663/
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    @LilD Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/147764/
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    @BreatheDeeply Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/139097/
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    @LiquidShoes Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/134044/
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    @Reverent Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/143845/
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    @zakes Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/149243/
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    @Former_CD Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/87827/
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    @PatrickR Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/139570/
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    There are many more, and you can discover them on your own. But, these are great places to start.

    This is a work in progress. So, if a journal has changed or is no longer active, look around there are some amazing journals on here.

    - L
     

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