The Beginning

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by YektaEymen, Apr 19, 2019.

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  1. YektaEymen

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    Hi everyone im Yekta from Turkey. Im 17 yo and im fapping since grade 7 im now grade 11 and i started to feel like i need to exit fapping. I was a guy who dont have pussy to speak with girls like 7 months ago or something like that, i fell in love with someone who not gonna love me for my fattie ass. Started to do lifting etc. Lost 30 kg i was 130kg but now im 100 and than i just think why do i need to lose fat for this girl i feel like i need to improve myself better in my mental and my body i will gonna start to do lifting again i wanna lose 20 kg more, in that patch i want to quit from masturbate too. This is my first day with NoFap i will be glad if guys gonna help me in the pills thing. Thanks
    Sorry if i had mistakes speaking english.
     
  2. Brown Sugar

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    Best Wishes dear!
     
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  3. YektaEymen

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    Thanks!
     
  4. Sulaiman N

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    i'm 18 yo at about 40 days now. It's been insanely difficult for me a lot of the times along the way so i feel your pain.

    Also don't just do it for the girl/s. Quitting PMO is just one very hard step that will aid you on the path to achieving a higher purpose in life.
     
  5. YektaEymen

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    I'm not quitting for girls. I wanna improve myself, wanna get better. It's really sucks to fap all of the free time you got.
     
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    I agree on the loss of time, sometimes if I have a day off work I would alternate between porn and rounds on the xbox, feeling nothing but shame by the end of the day at how little I had accomplished.

    How many other things have you got to occupy your free time?
     
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  8. YektaEymen

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    I Really don't do anything. I have friends to hangout but not calling them idk why, i think i need to be more social on my life.
     
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  9. YektaEymen

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    We got this.
     
  10. YektaEymen

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    Btw i blow up my head gasket about 5 or 6 am i hate myself. Starting again to NoFap, my condition is good rn i dont get edgy, i might sometimes think " Eyy lets masturbate" but than im saying you're fuckin addicted to something not worthy in your life. I really need to stop this addiction.
     
  11. YektaEymen

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    Yesterday i was so hopeful that i will gonna change this thing and i will but blowing my head gasket this morning makes me sad..
     
  12. YektaEymen

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    I don't want to think about masturbation or porn these things makes me suck at life. This addiction needs to be gone and it will. I did my first workout after a long break it was good it filled me up with happiness. I remember the days that i was a guy that can't do anything in social life, play games all of the free time you got dont study dont do shit about life just sit there and play video games and jerk off. I still playing video games but the jerk off needs to be GONE in my life.
     
  13. YektaEymen

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    So.. its 3.20 am now in Turkey. I dont get edgy, i now feel like i will gonna remove this addiction from my life. If i think about porn much maybe thats will gonna make me masturbate but porn gtfo my way. Gonna try keep my head away from porn.
     
  14. YektaEymen

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    Officially 1 day without PMO!
     

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