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The cycle of thought

Discussion in 'Self Improvement' started by Deleted Account, Mar 8, 2023.

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  1. It starts when you see it coming, there you are again caught up on yourself. Whether I actually am retaining it really doesn’t matter because it’s my mind. It’s your mind, more important is the heart. In a metaphorical sense, the heart is your bond to anyone and anything. We watched porn and saw woman after woman, open and bare to our little world. Never saying no and If they did it wasn’t an option. Myself laying there indulging myself over and over like a fool. Damn wouldn’t I be embarrassed if someone walked in. You hunch over going further into yourself, like a fetus you are still meant to grow. The snake biting it’s tail, the cycle will continue until you get your head out of your ass. You ever sit there alone, feeling bad, wondering why it has to be me?. Damn right I do as well, I even point the finger and say “I hope you suffer alongside me and even more you loser” that’s the anger that festers inside a damaged mind. If it’s women, it’s so much easier to just see the outside. Watch them walk by and not give a shit if she has a good life or not. Personally I do think it’s pathetic that some of us would think it’s just for a man to attack a woman. That’s always been the way, even if so many just disregarded that. In life life we may get away with it, we may not even suffer a single day in prison. We may keep going about our way, caught up in what we want. Taking it without a care for the world outside ourselves. If there is no heaven or hell, you shall be brought to light and spit on. A bystander is an enabler, to be a coward shall not be an option. I’ve been one so many times, yet even if I wish to die I have to stay alive. Im not on the soapbox preaching to you, I am someone that wishes for redemption. I confess my sins to you all and wish to share something good of myself. Passion is what I’ve clung to and been carried by. The car cannot drive without the engine, my passion explodes in every emotion I feel. Even if you are curled up in a ball of tears, cry as hard as you can. Show the world your passion. If anything that’s the sort of person that’s attractive to be. Create that magnetism, if you are gonna do something do it fucking right. I wish for anyone who reads this to understand that I’m just another in the walk of life. That this whole thing is about bettering ourselves and using any advantage we have in life. Sharpening ourselves in the fire over and over. Stay strong
     
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  3. Thank you very much
     
  4. I hope all is well in life and that you are safe.
     

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