When started NOFap, saw myself as a very blessed guy for being a total jerk. This attitude had helped alot in life when it came to proving people wrong or being myself. After those 2 months of constant failure, I changed alot, became more assertive, started to handle people better, and became able to activate my determination at will. Today marks 30 days since last PMO, and became a Porn hater. Everytime I think about PMO, I think, "Why would I do something I hate?" And instantly realise that it's something total control. I am at day 4 of hardmode atm and feel confident that no matter how hard I try to screw things up, this hate will gave me the strength to surprass all challenges.