The diffrence of a reboot after a relapse on a long streak

Hi there

i didnt post here for a long time after i relapsed on my over one year streak really took away my motivation to actually start again specially because i didnt feel to bad after my relapse i mean okay a little more soicialy anxoius more lazy but i wasnt addicted to porn so it was more of a stress relifer or some funny thing i did when i was bored but then after a few weeks i fell back in my old pattern of masturbating everyday and because i was going to my hardest days of my life ever after new years eve with my depresssion hitting me harder then ever before i kinda exaggerated on working days i fapped like 3 times and on weekends up to 15 times which well just fucks your brain hardcore so i decided that i need to get back on track

and so far its pretty easy i dont really think about porn i dont really miss it i mean okay when im bored or stressed i have thougths of relapsing but they are really easy to supress i hope it stays this way