feeling like life sucks...so am i...i was going good for 4 straight months & a simple mistake & life rebooted to previous version...its been 15 days since i failed last time but still in 15 days i haven't motivate my self enough to start this journey again & have been failing contionusly...ended up harming my body which i never thought of before...but from now i'm again going to actiive again and post daily on this website & because that reminds me of my counter & why i'm here... @Saiyan123 if any new partner available for me please let me know it will be appreciated...
@Saiyan123 I reset Howd it happen? Lack of A schedule, missed Prayers, curiosity of trying HFO on YouTube . Spent many hours on heightened arousal, played several videos, messed up my brain with triggers and shit. It was too late, no use not touching. Decided to Reset Don't try Hands free Orgasm videos
@Saiyan123 I might be interested in joining this. What do I need to do? Not really sure how to do this in general but it sounds interesting. Currently on Day 1 of my current streak.
Checking in for the day. My final exams starts today, but the first paper turns out to be easier than I expected(It's also the subject that I give no shits about, so I basically didn't study for it). For some reason I don't really feel like I'm on a 1 week streak rn, instead I feel like I never even relapsed just a week ago. This is weird, in a kinda good way, although it confuses the fuck out of me.
@MASTER MONK @Borntoshine33 We have witnessed greatness. The bar is so high. I am so passionate, excited. You did such a job, but please, don`t get distracted. It is not a time for weakness.
At the end of a spiral. I'm so glad that it's over. The spiral took my mind from my job. I realized this morning that it nearly cost me $300k. I found an error in the estimate I've been working on, it was a $300k miss! NOT GOOD. The spiral nearly cost my reputation and impacted my work life. NOT GOOD!
Dammit, my urges are back again. I'm pretty sure it's because I haven't been properly terminating thoughts about porn, so the images keep building up in my mind. I have to stay aware of that and keep applying those strategies. Put out the matches instead of letting them become fires.
I don't know whether I'm still in a duel or not, but I'm checking-in. Really feeling on fire, i don't care I'm only on day 3. Started to believe that I should treat every single day with the same motivation to succeed and strive for greatness as on day 0. I got this.
