Wassup people! Dealing with urges just before I go to bed every single day. My subconscious wants me to fap so bad. 4 days back, I had. A wet dream, not fully, but partially, you know what I’m saying. My brain wanted to continue and wanted to finish off, but couldn’t, so my hand slipped in and I came. Felt so good at that moment, but had instant regret the next day. I didn’t count that as a relapse, as my brain wasn’t fully functioning and I wasn’t awake, so long streak here I come! Peace!
Don't worry. Check in whenever suits you, if you miss a day it's no big deal once you check in once every few days.
@Saiyan123 Since the last update of the duels, i have won 3 and I am in a current which is not on the table. Don't get me wrong I am not complaining. Ahh.. and I got two people dueling extra just to not let them alone. Do something brother. You can cut the members to a certain number and close the group for others. Or.. Make it simpler like no big announcements, pictures etc. You good, living life p free? C stands for Check.
Day 6 Done hardly must admit i've seen some adult content. Only binge watching. I'm going to move forward. I'm not sure using blockers is really efficient. Because now that i've them i try to find a way around and it is not how i want this to work.
@motive_360 Checking in for the day. Kinda regret eating so much for breakfast ATM, but no use crying over spilt milk.
Gonna just casually reset my streak again as I commited yet another blunder that is fantasizing. While there is nothing too explicit, the skirting around the lines and the length of time I spent in a not so glorious state of mind makes it wrong for me to not reset my streak again. Also going to change my badge to 'Meeting My Private Goals' because there's no PMOF option to reflect my now(tbh it has been this way earlier) stricter requirements on the journey. EDIT: Just realized that I might've saved myself from an actual relapse by being more strict with these blunders. First, I noticed that just before a full relapse, I'd commit these blunders more and more often(it's not limited to just before a relapse, but you get my point. Next, I had powerful urges telling me to relapse just that I can reset my streak. This addiction can be really sneaky at times.
