THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | CLOSED

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by primordial-saiyan, Apr 2, 2019.

Have you beaten your record or improved your average noPMO since joining this?

  1. Yes

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  2. No

    48 vote(s)
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  1. fg4795

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    And I will start my insight today with my relapse.
    Why I searched for porn?
    I reflected on it.
    Here what I discovered.
    I don't miss watching porn.
    I missed the feeling of searching for it.
    The brain tricked me into searching for it.
    But as soon as I entered the site.
    End. I just scrolled the page.
    Just to feel the task completed.
    The point was about the search.
    I missed breaking the rule.
    I missed failing.
    I missed the old me.
    The one who always "broke the rules".
    Being drunk, maybe some light drug and porn.
    I wanted that feeling back.
    I wasn't able to replace it with something better.
    So my insight is that yes I improved a lot about my porn addiction.
    I am getting out of it.
    But, at least for me, I found the main problem.
    "Sometimes there’s nothing to go back to but you still miss it so much".
    I still miss the old me. I still have a little voice that maybe I was happier before(even I know it is bullshit).
    But here my problem with porn now.
    It's not that I like it.
    I like the feeling of searching it.
    Now I know what I need to do.
    And I will do it.
     

  2. Yea something about this challenge is different. It's more of a brotherhood. We push each other to be better and I like how it's a smaller community. I'll share what's going on like you guys said instead of just checking in. It's better that way.
     
  3. Don't give me easy points like that. Your better than this. What you said about you craving the search instead of the actual porn applies to me too. I never thought about it that way until you said it. I know I don't want to watch porn because deep down it makes me feel sick, but I still really want the rush the search gives me like you said. I think the other half of the urges are just hormones because I'm still young.
     
  4. Leader of ME

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    @cr7da8055 The way we played first minutes I thought we were going to smoke them .

    Chelsea was weak whole season .
     
  5. King123_king

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    This is a very nice quote!
     
  6. fg4795

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    Yeah, but I have to ask for forgiveness because I didn't thought about it because of the relapse.
    I am going on holiday.
    Since covid rules I decided to visit my country with train and walking. Sleeping in hostel, and visiting all day.
    This means on the good side, no time for porn.
    On the other side, probably no time for checking here.
    So Idk how many times I will check from today to August, 21.
    Is that ok?
    Of course I am willing to "pay the price" if I am against the rules.
    I just didn't thought about it.
    Apologizing once again.
     
  7. The Symbol of Hope

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    I am here now! :)
     
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  10. The Symbol of Hope

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    You need to get to day 3 atleast :)
     
  11. The Symbol of Hope

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    I am here now!*
     
  12. Symbol of Peace

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    Fg, no matter for me if this is a duel post. But I'm here to help you. My counsel is: install porn blockers. I know some people have low speed machines but there are some blockers that are really good. Like DNS services... Search for OPENDNS and do whatever you need to put it in your systems (android, windows, etc). Put the settings configs in "Low", it's enough to block porn. Then, install some apps like BlockerX, programs like Cold Turkey and some browser extensions, they won't let your browser bugged or with low speed, trust me.

    With this combination, porn can't get through you, and wherever you see that message saying "no porn", just remember your reasons for being here. You are more strong than you think friend, you just saw some images, you still in NoFap, I know your mind is acting like a judge right now, and yourself are the victim of this judgement. Ignore this shit, you deserve to win, and you will, maybe not today, but tomorrow.

    Work hard and good work.
     
  13. Symbol of Peace

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    Fixed. :)
     
  14. Symbol of Peace

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    So I'll do it. I'll say loudly and proudly: I DID IT! :)
     
  15. Leader of ME

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    Shout out to @The Legend of Hope for advertising our thread here .

    Serious people are always encouraged .

    Welcome back, Gon .
     
  16. The Symbol of Hope

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    If we made it OPEN again people may join :)
     
  17. Leader of ME

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    Yes, but we don't need much more people .
    We set it in a manner that makes it so appealing right now .

    A closed, serious community, group .
     
  18. Leader of ME

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    @cr7da8055 Zion Williamson is OBESE .

    If Clippers shoot like against the Pelicans, it is money in the bank .
     
  19. That's fine with me. I'll still check in pretty much everyday. I hope you have a good time on your holiday!
     
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  20. cr7da8055

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    We'll yeah bro! I'm really excited for the season. Who do you think will win MVP, giannis or LeBron?
     
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