So, I’m giving the win to @EcoMunchies. I made a few bad, but conscious, decisions today. I didn’t M, but I did do some P searching. What I did breaks my plan for getting sober, so I will be resetting my tracker. I am self-aware enough to know that typically this is the start of a spiral. Since I can identify this fact I am here to confess here what I’ve done. I am here to prevent the spiral from really starting. I don’t need encouragement after this. I’m very glad it happened, I actually learned something about myself from it. It excites me to identify why & how it happened. As of right now I am also taking a break from the duel, I’ll still be checking in though. Checking in helps me in my personal battle.