@MixerAwersome Checking for the week. Will be out for some days, need to sort out things. I will keep strong. Hope to find you stronger when I will be back
If you ever feel lack of motivation just imagine what would your life look like in a past few years (best years of your life) if you were clean and how many opportunities and things didnt go your way bc of it, and also imagine what will your future life look like if you dont stop this madness. The choice is obvious because there is no choice, we are better than this.
When @HiddenWarrior is here I will try to talk you in the duels @healmyself321 . You seem a guy who is going to be accountable and friendly . Good luck with recovery . Leader of the duels checks .
Damn, relapsed in the afternoon to some random hentai. I wasn't really triggered or anything, i just sort of randomly wanted to pmo and not much stopped me. But that's okay, I'll brush it off and keep going. I am generally doing better with things lately so I consider that progress.
hahahah I’m trying get my Seth Alexander on over here saw a YouTube calling him king of nofap. This man turned not jerking off into a full fledge biz hahahah we slacking
Thanks, although the duel it self isnt the most important thing, staying motivated, composed and accountable is (for me), duels would just boost those and make me more dedicated.
Day 15. Yesterday a woman stopped to talk to me while I was working, and I can't get her smile out of my head. This has never happened to me before. But today, whatever parasite it is that feeds off my O is desperately trying to get a fix. It hasn't succeeded, and I'm not worried, but as usual it has me wondering how the heck I'm going to sort my life out. Stay on track, everybody. Except @Lovelife247 , of course.
Reset @Leader of ME. I’m done with strategies and trying to avoid urges and trying not to waste willpower. I’m going to disregard all that and just throw willpower at my urges. Willpower is only finite if you think about it as being finite. I’m just going to use all my willpower at 100%. If my willpower starts to tire out, I’ll just push through and out of necessity it will become stronger. Back when I had larger streaks I didn’t try using strategies, I just used willpower. If it worked then, it should still work now. The only difference is this time I’ll be pushing toward my limit.
@bellator de Christi I've seen your message and did the same mistake . Reset too . I've somehow accumulated too much negative energy on me . Man, I hope to do better .
