Do not worry my friend. Your personal issues obv comes first than a duel. I am glad you checked in again. Means you're not giving up. As to me there's no problem. I already have some users on whatsapp. The point is always privacy and how many people will share their numbers. If a good amount is willing we can send the number in private messages to a single person that will create the group.
@breaking-myths, you won. Another loss on my record. But I won’t let it slow me down. If it’s ok @HiddenWarrior I would like you to put me vs myself under active duels. I want to beat my old streak of 44 days before I start fighting other opponents again. I need to win against myself.
There is a quote from Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) where he says "“The one who fights/struggles is he who strives against his lower-self (his whims and desires)". This is the biggest issue is that we lack control of ourselves so how will we control things that surround us. To me the aim is not to kill them desires, but use the energy gained to build something greater.
all warriors i'm gonna run this place properly now, stay active. i see some of you looking for duels. @SickSicko stay strong fighting brother.
I can never give up. I know that I can stop whatever I put my mind too; somethings just take time. I have been PM'ing since I was 10; Im 32 now lol. Thats 12 years of an addictive habit embedded in my mind... Its going to take some work, that's all. OK amazing; Ill get on the group chat. Im about to change my number because I'm traveling back home. By next week Ill have this chat group up!! I personally don't mind keeping it to members that's been around for awhile Im private guy too lol
Thats is absolutely beautiful. Thats exactly how I turned around my drug/alcohol addiction & the pain of growing up without a family. I worked hard to quit now I'm honestly fucking killing it in all forms (other than PM). Use the pain to take your shit to the next level.
Last night I decided no phones after 930pm and if I am out I have to finish whatever/whoever I'm messaging in the car before entering the house. I sat in the car with my driver; made a few calls/ finished a few emails and when up to the hotel where I put everything away. I drank water, washed my face and brushed my teeth. Put on my sleep apnea machine and went to bed. 2 hours later and I still can't sleep. My mind is constantly thinking about ideas and plotting how to achieve them... Need to turn it off at night. Tried my best to sleep; I should have read a book but I didn't want to practice discomfort for gain. Decided to look at apartments for rent on the laptop when I come back home; felt I deserved an upgrade. Its not the phone right? Laptop; should be totally fine. Then it moved to buying a place because paying expensive rent is a waste of money. Then I looked for performance parts for my car which lead to "hey I need a second car for the winter.." Then guess what? PM. Then another hour of no sleep; 4 hours now. I tried my best last night and I fell. But I got the right idea & was still a WIN in my books... I will keep at and practice that routine but READ a BOOK if I can't sleep. Will try that tonight.
