THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | OPEN FOR ALL

sure

 

@devsMind hey man I lost . Couldn't make it to day 7. It was good dueling with you though. Maybe some time we will have a rematch when I'm much stronger.

 

Yeah that would be Epic for sure!
I think that what matters here is not only goal itself-but also trying to enjoy the ride and this duel was enjoyable.
Tbh I also had a close call today-and to some extend how such things turn around also depends on stuff not controlled by us-so I was lucky this time I guess.

Still in that case question arises-is there someone free to pick up duel?

 

I was doing more of that stuff before. Did a small workout after work.

 

today i am in great problem

 

What happened?

 

@MellotronScratch Checking in here. Yesterday went well. Working out again and winning my addiction battles. Hope that happened to everyone here.

 

Okay I understood

 

Keeping my cool, about to achieve 50 days very soon

 

Thanks, I will do that

 

Don't worry. I am here now!

 

So guessing that we have A Duel starting now, Good Luck!

 

That’s the spirit man!
You can do this

 

After reading some things I also came to the realization that there is something deeper for me than what I thought regarding my PMO addiction.

I tried to look back in my past but there wasn’t really anything that came to mind. I just ended up remembering that my addiction to sexual/sensual pleasures goes way earlier than I remembered and manifested themselves in different ways throughout the years, the most recent and most damaging one being PMO.

It’s buried deep in my psyche, so just think about it won’t help me, I’ll probably need therapy, or some very deep soul searching, or divine intervention of some sort to find the source. My childhood wasn’t traumatic or bad so it’s going to be a little harder for me to find it.

 

You could still have toxic shame without knowing where it came from. It's worth looking into. I've heard some say that toxic shame is really the root of peoples addiction.

I didn't start PMO till around 14, but I also feel I did have a lot of maybe kinda weird sexual things about me prior to that. It's hard to say because my mom used to really shame anything sexual, so she may have just made me feel like a pervert or something when it wasn't that bad. I resisted PMO for a long time due to that shame and when I started I felt a lot of shame about it for a long time... It caused a lot of inner turmoil. I'd say it got normalized after awhile though.