THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | OPEN FOR ALL

I fucken love this!

Let me eat torture this monk alive, as death will be too easy @MASTER MONK

 

@BeastBoyBalling so if I got it right your deep love for that girl was not reciprocated? Believe me when I say that casual sex is not a good substitute for feeling not loved by your SO either. Been there, done that. Rebound relationships, casual sex, multiple partners. All kinds of perversions. It's just fucking not worth it. It made me feel like a piece of meat and not like a worthy human being that I am and was born to be. Never ever. I'd rather do 24 rounds of this tournament than experience this feeling again.
@Freedom_lover it seems to me we'll have to worry more about this raging beast badly injured by a female than about that robocop who's rather indifferent to the ups and downs of human life... Hmmm.. we'll have to reconsider our tactical and strategical positions as well as weapon arsenal.

 

I believe that. And I believe you. And thank you for the experienced shared. But I'd rather not give myself anymore. I doubt there is something left from my so called human side. If I call her right now. She will be crying and swearing she loves me more than herself. I am dead for games. Almost dead for everything. I go just cause I am really bad at giving up. When I brutally torn my right leg hamstring directly from the bone I got up and went 2 km and a half long walk to my home. Maybe the feeling is like multiple shots, I haven't been shot but I believe that. The whole nerves there were damaged. The whole leg. The whole body. And I still went home like nothing. That is what she was using. I was never giving up on her. No matter what. And now... Nothing. If she calls me, Imma go berserk . I am bad at giving up.

 

@BeastBoyBalling fuck the past. If you call her or answer her calls you'll get sucked back into games and beasts like you don't play games. Neither do I. I've got texts today from my past lover as well who was telling me love stories and pouring piles of compliments but was never there when I needed him. Don't give a fuck anymore about that baby boy, I ain't his momma. All eyez on us with @Freedom_lover now, let's get ready to fight and heal in the process!

 

I know you are right.

 

I really like your comments! You are always talking very courageously about your experience and I'm sure you are going to help many. Thank you so much for all your posts! <3

 

Ohhh thank you! I wandered through the shadows of hell long enough - now I just want to spread the light and hope to others! I like to inspire and help people, this has been reinforced a lot by my nofap journey

 

@Saiyan123 i m ready to "fight" with anybody.. just waiting for your signal ;-)

 

I know!
This opponent seems very strong. But I'm not afraid, I have Diana on my side, we're strong too ;-)

 

I felt it. So I can relate.

 

You guys who are venting here and laying your feelings on the table - you are now fighting the real battle - accepting your emotions and letting them hit you like a storm while remaining hard as rock. Others would act out in many various ways to not feel them and you don't. And I respect you for that. Emotions are our inner self's way of telling us how he/she is feeling in relation to outside world. We must never numb our inner self.

 

you are like 18, maybe you just had immature expectations with someone.

 

I've already conquered my inner demons, now it's time to cleanse this land of you. Goat head will be on the menu soon.
I guess we already understand its hard mode. I think the duel is supposed to last forever until relapse.
You will update your status for a week mentioning me as the Victor in case I win, which I will