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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by primordial-saiyan, Apr 2, 2019.
Yeah, thanks for checking
I'm going very well. It's fascinating duel with you aginst PMO
Friday check-in. Got caught up in a math problem and forgot to do some of my summer homework but I'm still going.
Daily check in
Checking in. The very first day is just as hard as I thought it'd be, my brain keeps on screaming for PMO, demanding that I don't 'waste' the relapse and go watch the nasty stuff that I avoided the past two days. Anyway, gonna soldier on and rebuild my streak. Wish me luck
yup, definitely back in the relapse cycle. So, I woke up with one of my greatest enemies: questionable memories/nostalgia plaguing me. My brain continued it's screech to get me to 'make the fullest out of the relapse', but I knew better not to, at least in the very first hours of the fighting. So, I went downstairs and found out that I was alone, which made the demons stronger than ever. Ironically, the period in which I was alone saw the forces of good fighting most valiantly. Once my mom returned, my alertness immediately dropped to zero as I sighed in relief. Turns out that my inner demons are more than capable of taking advantage of my momentary drop of alertness and rekt me. This is my worst relapse ever since my most successful streak was broken. I'm really sorry, guys, for not being strong enough, for not possessing enough wisdom. I'm so angry at this PoS addiction for robbing me of my life, but it just feels like I can't do anything and I'm getting so frustrated now.
Congratulations! Quite the achievement!
You have done good. We must not let the times we fail keep us from trying again. The only time we lose is when we give up. I am right there with you and once we decide the relapse is over and we are done with it forever, we have been forgiven for the time we failed. Lets make that decision and end this thing.
Gratz on 90 days! you rock! (because you are hardcandy)
@Saiyan123 sorry bro I'm quitting this challenge it's being 10 days and I'm continuously failing even today I failed...so think i need to reanalyze myself before moving any further...
@Saiyan123 Check me in, please. Day 0, broke the 68 day streak yesterday. Going 90+ this time.
68 days way to go! Don't look back, lets go!
@control your life this is my next Sunday check in. How are you doing? Are you still in the game?
It is completely okay this is what happens when you relapse after a long streak you binge and it becomes uncontrollable as hell but that doesn't mean you have lost or something... Or you can get sad about it and quit everything.... Just forget about it all and start again...You can do it
I really want but I'm exhausted now, I know I can't stand against this with current thoughts...temptation is so much so is the frustration...look like i firstly need to pacify my mind & thoughts before anything else...