THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | OPEN FOR ALL

I wish all of you a great weekend! @Shakermaker, how are you?

 

Ok I will not give up. I want to reach warrior rank too. I will keep fighting. Although I am in a weak state at the moment I don't feel like I can pull away and make any serious progression right now.
I feel like pmo is winning and I am not strong enough to stop it. But I need to change my approach and mind set and will try and overcome the hard times. Need to remember that they will pass

 

I feel the exact same way. I know it's bad but just can't stop myself from doing it. We need to remember that past hard times comes great reward and we both will cross this hard time and come out as warriors with a sword through porn.

 

Warriors DO NOT THINK LIKE THAT!! They never think about how enemy is gonna conquer us, they focus only about winning nothing else. The more youb think pmo is winning the more you will fell gravitated towards it. Read success stories amd reboot articles boy. Remember we will be the person we want to be, not because of some addiction. The journey is long but its worth it

 

Did you relapse boy @Zen Mode . Why does ur counter say 0?

 

Went sleeping 1 am. Wake up 6.50 am, alarm was for 7. And that is something usual for me. To wake up no alarm. It is really in your head. The sleep quota maybe not so small. Big I workout everyday, and most importantly do crazy amount of studying. You just got to have purpose man. Whatever it is. Let you in hands of Allah to sleep and to get up. Believe by heart. When I had competitions I always got up no alarm. When I got exams too. My subconscious mind just know it got to get up. It is time. Purpose.

Promise to go 10 days at least, guys! I pray for you.

 

My young and beloved brother @Saiyan123 !Apology accepted and if from my side make you feel sad i m sorry also! Didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable... I m glad i m here and thnk God i met you... And cause i love you i had to be honest with you and with myself and everyone in here... Hope the one and only God bless us all... For u is Allah, for me is Father, Son and Holy Spirit, (Holy Trinity).
Three but one, one but three! Cause our God is one but not alone... Are three so beloved that the one is inside the other... The three that became one by love... That's why God is love... That's why want from us to become (even if we are too many and different) one, by the power of love... By his power!
With respect, with my apologies also and love... I ll stay for u, for everyone in here and for me!
P.S. this is the last thread from me with "theological" content. We are here for an other reason and i think is better to focus in our common enemy and not our little differences!
My apologies to everyone!

 

Yea nofap and surrounding community keeps you in check with your addiction. It’s definitely helped wonders for me!

Training is important, I try to gym in the am and box at night. I hate being home alone, so going out at a coffee shop to catch up on work also helps me stay sane.

 

Wow, this community is so Lit !! I am so thankful to god for having brought me here..

That was sheer class from you brother !! Wonderful. Thank you for staying brother ! You decided to act wisely from all of your experiences, Wow, it was great !

 

Yesterday I relapsed... I've seen that my opponent has relapsed so I relaxed a bit and boom, it happened to me as well. I will take a break from this challenge for some time, good luck everyone!

 

Check in day 79:
Well today I was less productive coz i had a relapsing dream in the morning....
I see it as a reminder that the urge is still their..... I am still an addict i remind myself of that every single day and every single day I have to fight against this evil inside me.... And i will fight because i know if I give in... It is hell from there ... The addiction will become stronger the next time... I will have unimaginable depression and will start binging on M..
Everyday I remind myself that this is do or die situations .. either u fight your level best or let PMO take your life forever....
I have to be on my guard regarding triggers and the things which lead to triggers .... This community is very very supportive and that is helping me a lot...I wish all the best in your journey to my fellow competitors

 

Checking in day 4. Had a lesbian dream and I was actively participating there What's my subconscious doing?? Anyway, let's get down to business. I know my team mate @BeastBoyBalling is good, how about you sister @Freedom_lover? @Pizzapowa? Stay strong guys! We're in this together. Let's spend the rest of this month PMO free, what do you say?

 

Yes, we are. Stray strong sister! Tell this inner PMO demon to fuck off and then rise shine and thrive! I'm right beside you!

 

Brother, First things first, don't stray so long into the night, browsing unwanted stuff. Just go to sleep early. If you don't feel at easy to go to sleep, just close your eyes, lie in your back, relaxing your body, stretch your hands and legs ( Just to a small fraction ), and close your eyes, breathe slowly. In about 2 mins, you would find yourself in deep sleep ! Next, I don't know how and why, maybe because I don't stress too much, because I don't do any productive stuff at night, and instead only watch TV Series, or new Movies. So, I don't feel so uncomfortable on waking up early, still I have the irritation for some minutes, and I just let go of them. Hence, after a while, I become normal again, but if I got back to using my phone or laptop again for some more time, my eyes would sore. Sorry brother, I couldn't give you any definitive answer. My eyes ache as I didn't sleep more than 2 hours ( Anyways, that was improper sleep. I still woke up in between ) at night yesterday, and I kind of dozed off in the morning today after 06 am till 08 30 am, when my Grandpa woke me up. So, my eyes hurt. Will write a better answer if possible later !

I too feel that way now. Lets make our situations better. We have to put an end to this. Let's try doing that.

Sure brother. Lets do this. Lets slay this monster. Although, this time around we have to be more careful dealing with this. We have to stay on our feet, and be ready to fight always !

True though, whenever I had to wake up early, due to compulsions in my life, I woke up without any alarm or anything. Yeah, when you have any purpose, you wake up, your subconscious tells you to wake up, and it is not so tiring when that happens to me ! I feel fresh during those times !

This time, I will brother. Atleast for you. Atleast, to make your prayers for me successful, and I think, brother @Saiyan123 would do it too !