I had the absolute worst symptoms yesterday. I am now living in a place where i don't have easy access to massage parlours. Before, i would satisfy my urge by giving in (somewhat easily) and go to do something i shouldn't. Now living away from that, i couldn't. I had to face the urges. They were crazy. So intense. I was like a man possessed. I even tried to find parlour, but couldn't. The urges passed and i went home hoping to get some "lovin'" from my GF. She wasn't in the mood (as usual) and i ended up PMOing in a bad mood. Just reading this post makes me realise how bad i am. I really gotta quit this. So, i'm on hardmode now. If my GF ever gets horny (doubtful), she'll have to wait, in think. It was the visualization which caused it to get out of hand. I must have been visualizing for hours until i was in a complete frenzy. Back to the drawing board.