THE GUARDIANS challenge

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do you see yourself as a GUARDIAN !!?

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  1. Mr.Chips

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  6. Randox

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    Day 3
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  7. War.Eagle

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    well done everyone ,let's make our glory, our legend, our story :emoji_fist:
     
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  12. War.Eagle

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    welcome warrior :emoji_fist:
     
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    thanks
     
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  14. control your life

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    welcome and good luck C.Y.L !
     
  16. Deforio11

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    unfortunately relapsed, it's even shameful to have to say that, but at least I didn't use P, now it's learning from my mistakes and starting over stronger, and experienced
     
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  18. Mr.Chips

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    So I would like to share my progress. It is day 7, Honestly I have edged to P-subs ? twice this week. The first time when I was triggered by reddit but I eventually made up my mind and took a decision and cut everything was triggering me and got rid of it directly. 3 days later, I slept in the Uni hostel to study with my friends, it was a boring/lonely environment, so yesterday morning, I had thoughts to edge (sexting), I resisted and reminded myself with all reasons why I should not edge.. I eventually gave in. I made a condition to stop after 15 minutes because I know it is just a waste of time. this 15 Minutes took 3 and half hours, Although there was nothing obtained within that time, it was all about curious faulty searches. I developed sever Anxiety, caused me High BP, very fast heart palpitations and exhaustion which put me in bed for the rest of the day.

    I knew such pain will happen, but it was a mistake of a curious mind that knows the harms but keeps doing the wrong. It has been one of the unusual Anxiety days though. I decided to return home to change my environment and do better. I am going to keep doing the better work and will try my best not to edge again, I tried to eliminate whatever app/store/ that would lead me to relapse.


    On the other hand, withdrawals seem to start popping up, exhaustion is there, I know its huge pain so I won't panic. Regarding to my counter, I would keep my counter 7 days as it is because it is still hard to manage No O's alone for long periods. But I am still counting it separately. I don't know how this is going to be counted in this challenge.
     
    Last edited: Nov 10, 2019
  19. control your life

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