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The Hunger

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Porn Killer, Jan 9, 2018.

  1. Porn Killer

    Porn Killer Fapstronaut

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    Okay. Day 18, almost 3 weeks and good Lord in heaven the withdraw is hitting hard today.

    Everything is feels outta wack. I know this is just my body and brain try to heal but this sucks.

    It’s like that feeling you get when you are really really hungry, and your blood sugar is low and you’re in a crappy mood. Only it’s not in the stomach, it’s a little lower down and I can’t satisfy it. Or rather, I WONT satisfy it. I’m stubborn.

    I’m not going to relapse but holy crap it’s difficult.

    Anyone else experiencing this persistent “hunger”?
     
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  2. Onehope

    Onehope Fapstronaut

    Yes for Christ sake today has been shitty, I cant focus on anything and the slightest sexual thought that comes to my brain gives me an insane (you know what) that wont go away for like 10 minutes.

    It feels horrible but Im never gonna give up, relapsing feels much worse.
     
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  3. Push through the struggle and come out stronger on the other side!
     
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  4. Porn Killer

    Porn Killer Fapstronaut

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    Agreed. My brain tells “it’s okay, you can relapse today”. But then I think to myself that no, relapse would make me feel like crap and I’d have to start over. That’s when I tell myself “don’t quit you weak coward” and I tell my brain “shut up, screw you” lol
     
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  5. ac1909

    ac1909 Fapstronaut

    I took a nap today and had a really clear vivid wet dream, i felt like i willingly wanted to think about it and when i woke up, i felt like crap because it felt like a relapse. And i wanted to watch porn, so it sucked.. But yeah ive had all kinds of freaking withdrawal feeljngs mainly just wanting to go onto it again. Im about to hreak my all time record so i know i gotta keep going.
     
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  6. Porn Killer

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    Keep it up. I’m almost 3 weeks sober. 2 weeks was my previous record.

    You got this. I think are dreams are going to get worse before they get better. Our brains are trying to purge it, but in doing so it’s bringing the crap to the surface. It’s like sweating.
     
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  7. Ikaros

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    Thanks for the motivation to keep on going! As I sit here typing this I am pushing through some hardcore urges and withdrawals. Literally feel sexual desire flowing through my veins and it’s a bit weird. Like, these are the type of urges cokeheads have or whatever. Definitely never thought I’d be in a similar boat. It sucks right now but is so worth it to keep pushing through!!
     
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  8. After one month of abstaining from PMO , feeling more control over my sexual desires . Cravings are less intense and controllable easily
     
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