The Internet Is Doomed By Porn

So here it goes,

I just finished writing down a few words on my journal here and was ready to start the challenging day, I was motivated enough, it's been already 23 days without porn or masturbation so things are good. I knew it was gonna be tough day because I might would have some chaser effects after yesterdays romantic times...


So, I've been doing my best to avoid all the triggers; I quitted social media because I'm sick of seeing bitches showing their boobs and racks along with their duck faces -it really doesn't help much if you're a fapstronaut you know- and I'm trying not to watch TV cause it's full of sexual images. It was already a big effort to restrain from all those but I was happy I adapted myself to live in a world without those.

However, a friend had sent me link of a vintage clothe store a couple of days ago and I wanted to check their instagram account where they sell their products. I typed the accounts name on google with just one spelling mistake (one of those trendy vintage hipster names that doesn't make much sense) and the first 5 results were all porn related sites. It was 8 in the morning I had just finished writing in this forum! And bang! Seconds later I was looking at hot girls with dicks on their faces...

Man, what's wrong with this world!!! You just want to check for a torn and dirty sweatsuit from 90's and you are forced to see porn again in the morning while you're sipping your morning coffee before you go to work.
It's so fucking hard to reboot in this system...

I feel bad that I clicked on the results, I couldn't avoid it... I still haven't reached to the point where I can hold myself back in a situation like this. I looked at those images and I feel aroused. And I think this is normal! I mean we are not robots and I get excited when I see a hot girl getting her pussy fucked. I can not just sit still and say: hmm, ok whatever... My pulse gets faster, my balls pump a huge flow of horniness into my veins and I get harder. I'm a human and I am a man, god dammit!

BUT! I'm proud to tell all you amigos there that I DIDN'T TOUCH MYSELF, I checked the images and said fuck it, I'm out of here and I closed the tab. It took some effort... But yes I actually did it!

Fapstronauts 1 - Porn Monster 0

So it is certain that even if we want to be deprived from porn, the porn will find us and show itself. Please somebody tell me;
How do you manage to live in this world while trying to get rid of your porn addiction? Has anyone ever discovered a way to fully protect himself to counter these situations?

 

Yes, exactly, that's why I'm taking the No Screen Challenge. However I have to use my computer in daytime for work, or at least writing a few words in my journal here, it is almost impossible to avoid the screen time but even with innocent acts like keeping a journal on this site can lead you to be exposed to porn. And you don't actually click ona porn website to be exposed to it! The whole social media is like a camouflaged porn site! Adds on the websites include popping up tits and asses, thumbnails you see if you search for a deep house mix -just to chill- have almost no difference with thumbnails on a porn site...

I know:

But I still don't feel like my defense mechanism is strong enough to resist this "bombardment" every time I use internet...

Can it ever be done? Should I go to the Himalayas and lock myself up in a monastery to reach that level of "bulletproofness" or is there a method that I can follow?

 

Amazing... I do the same... I've got a Triumph too and its my biggest companion in life, as well as for the nofap path... However I've been working on my scrambler (customizing it little and once and suddenly there was a problem with the injectors so I had to take everything down once again) for the last 6 months so I couldn't ride it. And it's been going so hard for me to cope with my urges when I can't ride because my overall happiness and serenity levels hit the ground if I can't hit the road.

 

I definitely agree with you... I learned my lesson last time... Almost every single time I checked instagram I felt I was unqualified for the things I want in life.. It makes me feel inferior no matter how good I am actually.. I mean I had a stronger self-esteem before all those social medias fake, filtered and edited world projected as the real world that I'm living yet falling outside of. It creates a feeling of abandonment. I used to love myself more, I used to think that my girlfriend was beautiful enough... This god damned app changed everything and I think it is harder than ever now for the people of this age to gain that self-respect and self-esteem.