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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by hoping_cannon, Jul 15, 2020.
longest streak after my previous 22 days streak.
It was a hard day, urges surrounded me at a point but I kept going
Day 42... Millers Planet is in sight... But it's very loud and bumpy in this wormhole. And we've taken on a lot of clocks...
Yesterday I was exposed to some triggering material, and that was a BBC Science Fiction show
ostensibly for children, says a lot about modern TV media doesn't it.
Today I went to an addiction recovery meeting which went well, and I picked up a Thirty Day recovery keyring.
Shortly after I had a bit of a miscommunication with a friend - after which I felt vulnerable to PMO because I felt I'd lost a friendship. But a true friendship can cope with mistakes and miscommunication, if it cannot then it is not worth having.
Thank you so much to @hoping_cannon for hosting this challenge and everyone... just make it to the other side of that wormhole... Because there is no turning back from that.
Finally landed millers planet. Been a bumpy journey fell just short last time but we made it through the wormhole!
Day 10 (almost 11). Haven’t posted in 3 days as I have been super busy, but I am almost caught up with my classes, and tomorrow, I will be one week since I last even peeked at porn. Once Sunday rolls around, I may move myself back to day 7 to have a perfectly clean record, but I may not as well as at this point that day a week ago is so far gone. I suppose I am just putting a lot of pressure on my record, and maybe I should do like I did the last three days, and keep going and not worry about my record.
Please solve ∫ tanx dx
Great that you've been about to put a distance between you and the mistaken "peek" you made before. I was exposed to triggering material recently. But instead of looking away, I looked at it too long so it stayed with me more. From reading your message, I'm now hopeful that by this time next week I will be clear from it.
By focusing on your studies and not your streak, you are doing the right thing. You can definitely adjust it later. I count myself clean from PMO, I don't look at any-Subs because it leads my mind down that path.
Next one could be: ∫ arctan(x) dx
Relapsed. 5 day streak
Reason : Unable to control emotions and anger due to family.
Solution: Mediation and gain control over emotions.
Extra: discovered Jocko podcast and it's amazing.
The roads are rough but you need to pickup yourself and keep marching to reach the destiny.
It's great that you're super busy and focusing on carrier.
Enjoy your studies!
The pleasure is mine
Good that you figured out a solution. Keep working on it...
Congratulations on reaching Miller's planet. Hold on... It's just 5 days to reach Dr. Mann's Planet.
Nice, I love this movie and I think which this challenge is funny...So, Here we go w/ this. Day 0.
I guess you are Indian .
What are you currently pursuing?? (are you an IIT aspirant??)
tanx = sinx/cosx ---(i)
put cosx = t
differentiate both the sides
---> -sinxdx = dt -----(ii)
put (ii) in (i)
---> ∫ tanx dx = -∫dt/t = -ln|t| = ln|secx|+c
Checking in, the wormhole has been very bumpy this last few days.... Getting battered from different angles, emotionally, but I can see that everything is my doing.
I get complacent about my recovery, and I start to subconsciously attack the things that got me here. Just because I am only 1 day from Miller's planet doesn't mean that I cannot go all the way back to the farm at a moments notice.
If any one is on Telegram, or prepared to download it, we are running a small recovery community on there - Feel free to contact for details.
☸ Brahmacharya ☸