THE INTERSTELLAR CHALLENGE !

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  1. Willyam

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    Day 15 finished aaand relapse! Start again from day 0! Let’s see how long this streak would be...
    Just a lot of stress recently, some sugar and several sleepless nights. Think I really got to practice Wim Hoff method again...
     
  2. Falcon 003

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  3. Mathman1994

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    Day 7 - Drone Catcher @hoping_cannon

    I finally made it to a week clean for the first time in months. I made it to about a week two Fridays ago, but then I looked at porn for 45 minutes while I edged. So I have not made it this long on Hard Mode with no peeking in a long time and I feel ready for another 7 days.

    Best,
    Mathman1994
     
  4. Falcon 003

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  7. Day 12 and relapsed. The trigger came from the GTA game, so guys be careful while choosing a game that contains adult stuffs. Not gonna relapse again, not anymore. so lets go... again
    Day 1
     
  8. Fine Man

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    What should I do if I fap constantly? Like now I can't control myself
     
  9. Only you can control yourself you are the ultimate truth. Have you done meditation. If you wanna master your brain then do meditation I suggest you read the book "The mind illuminated" and use the "Waking Up App". It will help you a lot. It has helped me a lot even though I am just in the initial stages. I just wanna say, do it!!

    Great advice from another fine man. Stay strong man!:D
     
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  10. Falcon 003

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    Dont worry man this not going to be permanent,I MOed yesterday and I feel bad about it and I feel like a alcoholic who has just turned towards beer.
    Lets keep going and not skip a day.
    DAY 0NE
     
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  11. Day 2 Going strong.
    This time I feel like I'm making progress because if I relapse, it would at least a week to achieve a one clean day but not this time. I'm making 2 day streak just after the relapse. yay!
    Good luck all and stay strong!
     
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  12. Falcon 003

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    Day/1
    I was on the verge of getting up and masturbating unknowingly while watching a movie so to be clean I am starting at day one again here we gooo...
     
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  14. Mathman1994

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    Day 18 - Astronaut @hoping_cannon

    I meant to post last Sunday, but I got super busy, and so I am posting now, with two days until I am at the next stage of the Interstellar Challenge. I am doing well. The relapse dreams are getting worse, and I have been having wet dreams more frequently, though I take that as a success because it means that my brain is recovering.

    Best,
    Mathman1994
     
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  15. Falcon 003

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    Day zeroooo......
    Its been so 3 months and I have not crossed one month after that.It is just so depressing, I cannot even talk about my porn addiction to any one in my circle and this pandemic is making the recovery process so hard.
    I ve been fooling myself thinking after a week without porn that I have control over it and have been relapsing to porn weekly or even less.Things are worst than ever I not able to complete my tasks like I did 2years ago.Some days after relapsing I am not even able to do anything I had no motivation during those periods(still somewhat do) it almost feel like there is literally nothing inside me.I am always procastinating these days so I am unable to complete my work in time and I kept proscastinating while studying for exams and got low scores, its just....I dont know why I fell in the porn trap. I was a top ranker and now I ve just lost interest in studying but still there is a small part in me which wants to learn. I wrote a competitive exam,I did not prepare for it well after this lockdowns because I was watching porn.But during the last week of the exam I stopped preparing as a whole.The thing which most hurts is that I didnt even try . I was able to write that exam a bit well without studying but my parents think my that's my capacity and don't wanna push me hereafter.Ive lost so much and I dont want to lose anything anymore.I am gonna post everyday I feel like I have to do it.
     
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