Your welcome bro. It sounds to me like you are trying to integrate your monster? Am I correct? Or integrating your shadow...
That's a way of putting it yes...after all, I don't like to call it monster or shadow, because it has negative connotations, is just the part of ourselves that we supress, in my case, the raw emotional part, good and bad emotions combined, and I'm indeed trying to integrate that part. May the force be with you
Day 180, Jedi Master. 6 months is an accomplishment I'm very thankful for. Thanks to you all for the continued support. I know you all have the capacity and strength to push on in a similar manner. Looking forward to the day when we have a packed Jedi Council!
Rank 1 I relapsed two nights ago, and I did not post yesterday, so I completed Rank 0 yesterday. Best, Mathman1994
Rank 35 (Day 36) - Jedi Knight I am in kind of a flatline, could not make sport for about 1 week after my shoulder injury. But I am used to fight now and so I will continue fighting. I never made it so far without any second of edging before. I will continue it. I feel my power rising, the superpowers will return.