Yesterday's Check-In Rank 104 Jedi Council Member Today's Check-In Rank 105 Jedi Council Member May The Force Be With You!
Day 12, iv been in a mental flatline for the past week or so, but today iv changed some things and I'm feeling better. This is what I like about nofap, it highlights and illuminates everything in life which needs changing or stopping. It shows up everything.
Absolutely. There's just something about porn abstinence that makes you take stock of your life and try to improve. I think part of it is that we use porn to drown out our pain and discomfort. It allows us to bury our issues, but abstinence forces us to confront them.
Rank 0 again. I relapsed at 1AM this morning/last night after being up late finishing homework for Friday. I will try not to put myself in such a vulnerable state again by getting to bed much earlier. Best, Mathman1994
Staying up light finishing assignments has been a big trigger for me in the past. Some of my assignments have been really difficult and the frustration with not being able to figure things out mixed with being tired is not a good combination.
Oh yes I can relate to that, I though I was getting strong and was going to be back on track and right on day 4 tomorrow....and I'm back at day 0, ffs I need to get my act together, Padawan for the next freaking week or I'll punch my own face, I will use any other coping mechanism at hand, anything not as self-destructive will do...
I relapsed last night and this morning. At 25 days, this was the best streak I've had in a while but I was still too permissive with myself and peeked and edged a couple of times throughout which finally led to my downfall. While I'm disappointed right now, I'm planning on using this lesson to be more vigilant towards urges and to proactively avoid PMO. Here is some helpful and relatable advice from Terry Crews: I'm doing my best to forgive myself and move forward.
Yo checking in padawan now, I've been really busy with school so I've barely had any urges, lockdown was definitely harder to control them but now I'm alright.I find that spending time with real girls is so much better than fapping to porn. I feel more confident in one rather than feeling insecure if I did the other.
Rank 37 (Day 8) - Jedi Knight Tomorrow I will reach my longest streak ever. But this time without any second edging.
