The stuff you were fapping off to, wasting your lifeforce your essence your god fluid. The stuff you were fapping of to is dog poo spray painted gold, it's feces spray painted gold. It's worthless, it's of zero value, it's the heart of darkness. It's the road to anxiety, depression.
Still Day 0. Been feeling the chaser effect really hard, but now I think I am ready to put it all aside. Best, Mathman1994
I felt that rush that comes when I think about the stuff I have fapped to, it's a very hard feeling to deal since it comes very quickly. Still going strong having a late night but can't help it today but I'll make sure not to bring my laptop into my room.
I've been in the hospital for a week almost. Just got out last Friday on my birthday one of the roughest birthdays I've had. I feel obligated to start this challenge and see where I end up.
Hey everyone! It's been almost a week since I have posted anything (death in the family and family drama that goes along with it). That being said, here are my check-ins: Saturday's Check-In Rank 109 Jedi Council Member Sunday's Check-In Rank 110 Jedi Council Member Monday's Check-In Rank 111 Jedi Council Member Tuesday's Check-In Rank 112 Jedi Council Member Yesterday's Check-In Rank 113 Jedi Council Member Today's Check-In Rank 114 Jedi Council Member May The Force Be With You!
Rank 1 Today I told the house manager/minister at the place I live that I am a porn addict and he was very empathetic. Did not demand to know if I had looked while in the Christian house, which I was very thankful about, and he said that he too used to have trouble with porn and dopamine cravings and that unfortunately it is a very common, seldom talked about disease. Best, Mathman1994
Day 16, Padawan: I'm over halfway to knighthood! I'm glad he was understanding. Telling someone in real life about your porn addiction is a big step. The only person I have told was my therapist, but I remember it being a huge release, finally being able to tell someone what has been inside me for so long.
Day 22. I had a thought today. Pmo it's destroyed many marriages and relationships, it's led to many suicides. Next time your jerking off to porn think of all those dead souls, those young men and older family men in the grave because porn drove them to jump off a bridge or put some rope around their neck. Think about them. Think about the pain these people were in because their Pmo addiction led them down this dark road. Think about all the marriage break ups, the disloyalty, the pain, the pain for the children within the marriage break up too. Think about all the pedophiles out there who ended up abusing children because the porn they were consuming took them to that point. None of this is easy to think about, but each time we pmo we are edging further towards addiction, Pmo addiction will lead to feelings of suicide, failed marriages and relationships, and the more extreme and taboo our viewing gets which it will then eventually it will most likely be children, that's at the bottom but eventually we will sink to that point. Next time you are sat in front of a screen with your hand down your pants think about these things. I will think about them too next time I'm tempted. Pmo is the heart of darkness
